Dream Fan

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We all had dreams that never failed to make those brain cells work inside these little ol' head of ours. Dreams that brightened our day or turned on that mood swings. Dreams that will let you define whether something is real or not, & even if it is fantasy, you still wanted to believe it's there or happening...

I have always been a fan of dreaming. It's the most exciting part of sleeping, or should I say, the main event or the loop in a roller coaster ride. But sometimes, when you're in the middle of that loop ride, it's kind of giving you a strange mark that will stay with you until you open your eyes for a new day.

It's so weird even for me, but the thing is, it's actually kind of devastating to dream something or someone that you really love, & when you wake up without them, you just keep pretending that they're with you until you realized that you only hurt yourself in the process, making you nocturnal & nostalgic.

Whether dreaming at night or day, it surprisingly calms our spirits when every walls are breaking down infront of you, where you start to find enough pretend stories & soak it in you, to be happy at first, but opposite in the end.

You can't even tell these things to anyone, because falling in love with someone because of your dreams is a story that likely have to be kept for yourself, & it's so frustrating when you can't share this to anyone. That can result to emotional breakdowns.

But setting aside pessimism for awhile, it's great to think that these people, or things for others, have enough pseudo-time to be with you when you need rest. There will be no double meaning to what I'm gonna say, but dreams are so good in bed. :)

I guess someday you'll outgrow these pretend life that you have when you mature. Maybe because the things you dreamed before will be the ones you'll get in the future. That's such a nice thought to be kept in our heads.

That is why I wrote Dreams, one of my best songs I have ever written all  throughout my life.

Have a wonderful Sunday evening & God bless to everybody. To those who were asking me the link to my songs in imeem, here it is: http://www.imeem.com/myuniquestyle

Special thanks to Icey, Cathy, Karren, Mafe & Anj. Promoting Anj's, Mafe's & Marrise's blogs. Just look for them in my friend's list. Hope you visit them.

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