118th Song- Set It on Fire

Set It on Fire

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

There are a million people out there

Potential to be loved

Who would’ve thought that I ended up enough?

Tired of the same routine

Dating, kissing, break

Leaving one’s heart injured

Covered up with new

Who would’ve seen the one that will stop?

Finding all directions that can show the perfect one

The one that will bring the light & the cure

Looking in a haystack, don’t know if you’re sure

(Chorus)

Set it on fire, baby

I am born

I’m silent just to hide myself from others

Come on

Just let me be assured

You’re my weakness & truth

Tell me that you love me

‘Be I end up loving you

It’s kinda funny if you think of it

You’re sure but you’re unsure

Drink the time with love & gin

Don’t know if you’re good

Spend the rightness to the false

Never getting good

Until you bid goodbye so now

You’d see that you are broke

Who would’ve found their treasure in Rome?

War & blasphemy covered into your home

Spin the wheel of darkness & you’d be on the move

To take the clock from turning

Take the clock from turning

(Repeat Chorus)

You, from the start it was

You who’d be in love with

You were my strength & refuge

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

Allergy Elegy

It always bugged me whenever it appears in an important situation. It's really annoying the way my body reacts to the environment. For those of you who doesn't know what my allergy is, it's likely about the change of environment from hot to cold or the other way around. Not to mention my skin reacting to alcohol, not so much in shrimp anymore, & dirt + sweat.

Yesterday, when I was with my business groupies, my skin got itchy again. It's around five in the morning when it got worst. My skin was like a map, with huge bulging rashes all over it. Now I'm kind of in the process of rehabilitating, more like a werewolf Jacob in the process of turning to human again (New Moon). I'm a mess.

Although it's a good day for me to continue my business, I think I'll sit this one out. I'm a like a freaking zombie, having rashes all over me.

Anyways, a couple more days to go & then it's school again. The worst part about it is that I'm diving in the waters of responsibility again, not that I don't have any of it. I just hate that this two weeks of vacation could've been more... longer than I expected.

Try to enjoy the rest of the day, I know I would. God bless & take care everyone. Two more days & hello 2009! ;)

Signing off, A

MTNB- The Final Screening

The cast of the famous movie Meet the Newest Beatles- still running in theaters worldwide- have an idea. In the Kodak Theater, on January 5, 2013, a final screening of the film will be held, followed by a concert.

The concert was created for the fans of the four gentlemen who starred the movie; Daniel Radcliffe, David Archuleta, Allan Leyva, & Jang Geun-suk. Although the schedule wasn't fitted for the third Beatle, Allan Leyva- because he's busy shooting for his next movie Megaman X- The Movie- he still managed to push some time away for the concert.

"The shooting for X (Megaman) was intense. It's far different from all the films I got into. Even my holidays are devoted to this movie but, as far as I'm concerned, I wanted this concert to happen. I owe all my supporters a lot, & I'm willing to push my schedule just so I could do this." Allan Leyva said in a statement.

The cast is also prepped up for the Oscars. The film garnered thirteen nominations & the possibility of claiming an award is endless. MTNB Director Robert Zemeckis said that the movie was worthy to win some awards.

For tickets & information go to www.mtnb-movie.com/finalscreening.

New Moon to Eclipse

I spent a couple of hours reading Stephanie Meyer's New Moon after I watched Season Six of One Tree Hill (Props for Lucas & Peyton by the way. I'm still moved by their romance). If my memory serves me right, I continued sinking into the novel on page 108. Then I finished the whole thing in two days only.

As I've said, I spent a couple of hours reading it. Nine hours to be exact. That's normal... if you're a vampire. *Smiles* Now I feel like I'm friends with Isabella Marie Swan & Edward Cullen already.

Okay, I'm so past behind my bedtime- my sleeping hours & pattern even more. I could've stopped reading the damn book, but I can't. Every page was a surprise... from Forks to Italy. It sure had my imagination flared up on that nine hour text drive. It got me nocturnal, in a way, when I was so addictive in the Harry Potter series.

The time wasn't wasted though, it surely was better than having empty dreams or, worse, nightmares. Yeah! I actually had an unforgettable nightmare last last night, & it was scary... but let's just focus on the topic, shall we? Reading New Moon was all worth it- so worth it- that I even started reading on Chapter 1 of Eclipse, Ultimatum. The temptation got me reeled again, but lucky I was (somehow) to give up on my winning eyelids. I had to sleep eventually, right?

That's my form of healing, from all that has happened- actually, it's more like, taking a step back from everything. It is Christmas break, & I have to remind myself that resting is my top recreation than anything, but what's reading a book when I clearly am being educationally entertained, right?

Damn, I miss this. I miss the bookworm Allan.

Anyways, enough with the emotional bruhaha. I'm actually going back on the optimistic force again. I don't want to brag but business it still doing great, & I got nothing to be whiny for now, since it's also my cousin Princess's birthday! :)

Today's a very great day! I can always tell. Good day & God bless to everyone of you! Thanks for the visits & the comments, you don't know how much that brightens my day.

Signing off, Allan Cullen... can't wait to be a bloodsucker ;p

Bash

With fear flamboyancy towards brevity I cannot acquire. The endless nonchalant personality was not working. I composed some courage to try and blend with people. However, there's an aversion of some sort that keeps me isolated from the rest of the group. I cannot breathe... I clearly have to remind myself that this is my world now, whether I like it or not. The emptiness I must avoid for an overhaul. I made a choice that I must stay. It's reversible but I have to be constant, whatever the circumstances it may bring. I have a family... that is what is all about. Change is the only issue... not quitting nor remaining...

The endless torture was frustrating, but I must avert the feeling through a melancholy merriment. The wave of emotions continued to a false frenzy- addicting but a mistaken crevice. I was laughing, but it was a mask... a mask of utter regret, not to these people who enjoy a normal celebration & company, but to me who never was human. No matter how I try... I had friends but never permanent.

There's only a few hours left until this ceremony is over. I'm appalled by the wasted time. The clock is ticking & I'm not getting any younger.

I left without sudden permission...

An Abrupt Aversion

There's this morose twinge of annoyance that conspicuously cringed my non-existent personality towards hatred. It bothered me the whole day longer than my unexpected anxiety about something personal. It caught me off guard, releasing amuck feelings in my behavior to my family & my dog. Apology accepted, I assumed.


One thing's for sure, I hate someone. The one thing I really dislike the most is when a person is callously trying to push that she's right even when she doesn't know the whole story about an argument. That's right, she. It's like she makes edicts for me to follow it. What is she? my mother? I even had to break one of the seven cardinal sins for her... anger.

I have no idea if my limbic system is acting up, causing this adrenaline or male mood swings to affect my day. I just hate the false brevity everyone's making up. If I could just wallow for a second... no... for a day, then I won't be able to feel this remorse towards that person.

I'm in the brink of my inexorable exasperation. I'm taking a break.

Twilight to New Moon

What's best about Stephanie Meyer's books is the affirmation that people do have the ability to read. Seriously! People are so caught up with the Twilight Saga that they start buying or borrowing the books. Even those who are not a fan of reading started doing it, all because of the Twilight miracle.

Reading books became my hobby since the height of the Harry Potter series. I guess it's the one thing that got me started reading. Being a bookworm & a good internet searcher, I've downloaded the PDF of Stephanie Meyer's quartet collection, just to know what was the commotion all about. I started reading Twilight for only three days, & to my surprise, it really is a good book. I'm not good at reviews or anything, but the story's really moving. My imagination is also a great help because of the fact that I already watched the movie. Props for Stephanie Meyer for being 2008's J.K. Rowling! :)'

*NEW MOON SPOILER- WARNING*

I started reading New Moon last night & I got so caught up with the story I'm already at one half of the book. I don't want to say it but *clears throat* I kinda cried a little because of the break up. hehe... well, real men cry... sometimes.

*My Life Spoiler- Warning*

Anyways, I feel a lot better now since the events that happened this Christmas holiday. I started focusing on my business again & organized every file in my laptop, also retyping my compositions. Apart from that, I started liking the habit of washing the dishes every night. Call be an O.C., but it's better than being a slave at your own home. Still have time to read New Moon before I go do business again & celebrate my beautiful upline Anne Erarev Bacho's birthday bash! & yeah, I miss my poet...

God bless & have a good day everyone! I'm watching you...

"Don't do anything reckless or stupid," - Edward Cullen ;)

Signing off, Allan LEYVA nallA ,ffo gningiS

117th Song- Goodbye

The song isn't really fitted for the holidays, but this song's been way overdue in the 'Not Finished' Folder in my laptop, so I figured I should finish it today since it's really a good song... well, for me at least. Back to drama, I guess. Enjoy the rest of the day...

Goodbye

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

There were days where we can’t explain

The love that we have changed

In the moment when we held our hands

Now we end up gone away

I felt like I’m a stray

Still the more you say goodbye, it’s just so hard to say

That I am leaving you right now

The only way for you to be safe & sound

(Chorus)

I really have to say goodbye

Not because I want to

But because I need to

(Say goodbye)

& I just want to tell you that

I’m doing this without you

So you could see the virtue

(Say goodbye)

I really have to say goodbye

In the darkness, I resumed

The latent hate that I refused

It’s best if you choose the former ruse

It’s a life that I have said

A plan for you to have

The more you say goodbye, it’s so hard to tell

That I am sacrificing my life

For you to be happy & live a life

(Repeat Chorus)

Every moment they will give us some confusion

It’s hard to say goodbye when I am falling into your arms

The differences, I cannot take it anymore

Never want to say goodbye

Never want to say goodbye

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

Previously on Trigger...

I can't really show my deepest emotions towards anyone... seriously, & that's probably the thing that can never save me.

Christmas, although I really wanted it to be perfect, never become the foundation of happiness to my family. Instead of bringing us serenity & amusement, somehow it always shifts towards the bad part. There were days when people argue about almost everything, but I wasn't expecting it today. I wasn't expecting that when I wake up this evening, a wraith of some sort would ruin the atmosphere. I wasn't expecting that trifles that really are superfluous would change a euphoric evening into a thwarted mess. I wasn't expecting he'd called... but my Dad did.

I can't draw out the details to what had happened on that 10 minute-moment that suddenly changed the evening, but what truly happened was he called in my cell first which woke me up, it's not a registered number but I have felt the difference in it. There was an attempt to courageously answer it, but I imperceptibly ignored it under no circumstances. What was I supposed to say? That everything is fine here? That he shouldn't have called? A frenzy of questions entered my now guttural confused mind. It's as if ignorance was the way out of everything. So, afraid that I might hear my phone ring again, I dutifully pressed my phone into silent & headed back to sleep. It wasn't really that long before my brother woke me up again to inform me that someone wants to speak with me. I already had the intuition of the caller, but I pretended not to know. I wasn't planning to talk to him. I was afraid that after this call, there's this undercurrent that I might be able to hurt someone's feeling... it's either my dad's, which I might be able to enjoy it, or my mom's. We talked for awhile, pausing at every answer I give to his questions, his voice seems welcoming, but all I wanted to do now was to put that phone down & go back to my room & curled like a ball on my bed. Seconds passed & my little sister entered our home, so I gave it to her. I just wanted to end the conversation, it's probably the best thing I could do, but my little brother called me up again, maybe I was involuntarily chosen as the one who have to sum it all up & put the phone down.

"I love you. Ingat kayo dyan." he fired up.

I can't say it. "Okay, bye." That's the best thing I could say to him. He still blurted out some words & he said it again & again. He supposedly waited for me to say it. Afraid of what my mother would react, I just whispered it to him with impeccable speed, & then we ended it.

I can feel her. She was upset, although in my defense, I really cannot make a scene that would involve shouting at someone, no matter how much pain a person can give. She was expecting me to compose all my anger & blurt it out to him, but I haven't had the courage or the strength to do it. I had compassion, but it clearly endangers everything that goes with it.

Even though I really wanted to make everything perfect this Christmas, & how much I wanted to pretend it's good, an earlier start would become so nice if the latter moments didn't involved this happenings. Another failed attempt to feel good about Christmas, I guess. Although I'm celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ, I'm just wondering why this day could be today. It was a good ‘before-Christmas-evening’, it was a good morning to celebrate it, but it didn't last until tonight. Enmity is always just around the corner, whether or not you like it, it will eventually knock on your doorstep, ready to expose another tribulation that may ruin everything.

Christmas Cliche

It's that time of the year again. We have no choice but to be happy, although there's never really a reason why we have to be emotional. It's where we'll be receiving gifts (& precious money!) to families & friends, although being at the age of eighteen kinda makes you illegal in the receiving department. It's also a perfect excuse to be with family at every occasion you'd be attending... never forget to wear red! For us Chinese, it's really a custom to wear that kind of color... it symbolizes good luck.


Actually, I never was looking forward to Christmas. As long as I can remember, I vaguely had fun in Christmas; two years ago I just slept all day, covering my face with the pillow from the excruciating enjoyment the people outside my room. Imagine that one little corner where a Christmas Grinch was hanging out. Last year Christmas wasn't that interesting at all, I mean, I considered the word 'stuck' in Cavite because of the absence of the signal there. I had fun spending time with my cousins Princess & Ruth, but it's annoying that communication doesn't exist there.

As I've said, I wasn't really looking forward to Christmas until yesterday when we went to our church in Manila, Cathedral of Praise, to watch the annual Christmas Candle lighting event which is so goosebumpingly(?) excellent by the way. I had chills all throughout the show, seriously. In the middle of the event, that's where I figured out the true meaning of Christmas... yeah it's kind of corny but I can't help it... what I'm trying to say is that Christmas is all about being one at the birth of Jesus Christ. During that show my eyes have seen everyone praising & worshipping God, & that made me happy as little bit of tears escaped my eyes... it's a good thing they didn't notice it. It's not really about giving & receiving, or having noche buena in the middle of the night, that's the Christmas cliches there... it's all really about celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ as one big happy family, amidst all the differences about everything.

So after the event we headed straight to the road to find some fast food chains that are still open. Fortunately McDonald's was still open so we had our dinner there, then we went to Cavite to my aunt's house to eat some more... I enjoyed eating Macaroni salad there. After that we headed home & I ate some more brownies before sleeping. I had a great time & I'm expecting for more today. Merry Christmas to all of you readers & believers! My warmest greetings to all of you! Happy Birthday to Jesus Christ! :)

Signing off, Allan Cullen- Don't hate me cause you ain't me ;P

Give... Away...

I only have a couple of days, two weeks to be exact, to give myself some alone time. Before 2009 starts, I really want to have an overhaul with myself. It's not that I dislike my personality, it's just that having an unidentified or indefinite character really confuses me unto how I project myself to everyone.

Organization is what I'm also fixing for next year; I just need to place everything in order so I can be in control again.

Apart from organization is balance, basically between studies & business & activity & rest. I also have to focus on my physical look too, because I always look so stressed out because of everything. I'm also stress-eating! Talk about displacement in the next level, huh?

I'm not really materialistic... maybe, but all I want to get this Christmas is to be away to everything for awhile. Just a couple of days to have a piece of peace of mind. Serenity is must, I must say.

It's all about giving in the remaining days of the year. I kinda have to give back to my grandmother in Holland; she worked hard for us & I really do want to make it up for her.

Before everything else, I really just want to thank everyone who visited Lefty's Journal & Allanned! especially to my friends Icey, Karren, Cathy, Mafe, Anj, Jeah & Charlyn. To those who really knew me- my bestfriends Rachelle Ang, Karen Yap, Shanna Wong, Luigi & Juanton Robes, Achi Tania Pel & Mark Lawrence German. My family & friends, GOD & all you readers out there. I have a feeling that this Christmas is gonna be a great one. :)

God bless & take care everyone. Happy Holidays!

Signing off, Aldrinne Leyva

Back!

Alive & well again! The lengthy four day absence seems a blogging vacation for me, & I must say I really miss the blogging business. Obviously, I was really, really busy over the past few weeks that I can't even update my life here. Anyways, it's the worldwide opening of the movie Meet The Newest Beatles! Yeah, I really made a good story, didn't I?


Unfortunately, I really have to go & get back to rest. I had a long day today & I need some shut eye. More stories & updates here!

Signing off, Allan :)

Meet The Newest Beatles Worldwide Screening

December 20, 2012- The world waited for this movie. Finally, Meet the Newest Beatles! Now Showing!


Thursday wasn't about anything but this movie. Even some countries pronounced that the crime rate for today was zero. Despite some unsavory reviews, the movie actually stayed on top in the box office with a shocking & stunning opening of $943 million! This is the first time where a movie opening earned this large sum of money. Critics are now pronouncing that this is the movie of the millennium.


Even the stars of MTNB were surprised because the movie earned so much more than that of the production money on their first day. The United States, London, Philippines, China & Korea even made December 20 an MTNB Day. For those who aren't able to see it today, you'll get left behind!

116th Song- Give & Receive (5th Album Title)

No, it's not about the holidays. Actually, I composed it yesterday when I just hummed a little tune, then boom! Song right there... this song is actually the title for my fifth album title. I kinda had technical difficulties yesterday in my blog so I haven't had any chance to post something. School's waiting so I got to go now. God bless & have a good day. *Long day awaits*

Give & Receive

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

All things said, & all things done

Drops of love & hate are gone

It echoes every mind I see

It lasted for eternity In the shadows of my dreams

There’s a one who never sleeps

Rescuing me in my rim

But if awake, he always leaves

(Chorus)

I’m in the edge of my disgrace

Just to win a sudden race

I never thought I’d see your face

Of all the things that can be ruined

It’s all about my bond for you

You wouldn’t even make your move

Open every book you’ve read

Maybe there’s a way or help

Cover me with all your strength

I could bring the best amend

(Repeat Chorus)

& every word they said were right

That I don’t need another fight

To see who’s with you here tonight

Now just tell me if you’ve change

Cause I’m forgetting all my rage

Still the anger are inflamed

Now I am, all the time, who gives

So now I’m begging to receive

A life where someone cares for me

& even though my tears do fall

I’m sinking all my blames to haul

I’m giving all my blames to you

All things said, all things done

There’s a memory we put on

Under all the sheets of life

The secret’s giving me a sign

Give & receive

Signing off, A l L a N   l E y V a

Blog Posts Titles

This is a collection of my blog posts titles so far from the old to the recent. Enjoy! :)

A Funny Letter

3:24AM Thoughts

You Don't Get to Judge Me

STOP

Confessions of a Hopeless Person

Pretending to be Busy

Everything is Better than Before

Pssst! Hey You!

Still Alive

A Cup of Unconditional Love, Anyone?

3:46AM

St. Valentines Wants to Play Part 1 & 2

No Dramas! No Dramas!

Community Service Program

N-211 Opposite Gender Names

Recording Album

Question About Land Reform

My Friend Cathy

Stars- 61st Song

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March 6, 2008

A Nonchalant Broken's Confession

Under A Lot of Stress

Last Community Service :_(

My Friend Jeah

Episode 3/17/08- Altruistically Speaking...

To the Readers...

When It's Time to Let Go, Let Them Know

Ice Cream & Batangas

My Compositions

Memoirs in Batangas

We are the Champions!!!

A Grand Season-Ender for N-211

"Excellent!"

My Friend Anj

Got Nothing...

Goodbye

Hail Thyselves!!!

Open to Change

Reality bites... but we bite harder!

Smile A David Archuleta Smile

In Cursing...

My First 16 Songs... Recorded!!!

71st Song- Change

Amount of Hurt = Amount of Happiness

My Friend Allan

37C

Golden Post

To those who listened to my songs...

Summer Bummer- Got to love it!

How I value TRUST so much

73rd Song- Nothing

Still Surviving

Another Week...

I need shortcuts!!!

Ready to Fall...

Tiring Tuesday

Worn out at Wednesday

What Life has to offer...

Faith & Fate Album Tour

April Rules!

Never Had I...

Dream Fan

From 8AM to 8PM

What goes around comes back around...

Episode 4-30-08: MicroAllanology

May. Midterms. Mayhems.

Saturday Night Live!

Friendster's Horoscopes

11:42PM Thoughts

*Puff Puff

My Friend Ice

...& everything else

My own blog!

In my throne again...

Secretary's Note

An American Idol Life! Woohoo!

Ctrl Damned

Campaign Week

songs...songS...sonGS...soNGS...sONGS...SONGS!

JuNe

The Hills Have Ice II

Sophomore Album

Allan's Anatomy 3rd Season

Alone...

From David Archuleta

To David Archuleta

Change Passenger

83rd Song- Change Passenger

2011 Text Messages

Singer Makes History

A Different Path to Reconsider

Archu-Leyva

Break the Silence

It's just not enough...

84th Song- Before I Go

100th Post!

Trigger Season Three

Allan Leyva's Dreams Lyrics

Charity Tour 2011

The reason behind blog categories

Hellos & Goodbyes

People Like You- 80something Song!

I have a feeling...

85th Song- I'm Out of Your League

Getting Ready for New Episodes

Remnants of Typhoon Fengshen

I need help

Someone's Watching Over Me

Thrive & Strive Album Tour

Bye Bye June 2008 :)

A Dream Diver's Delight

86th Song- Traveler

What You've Missed

Know Thyself

Ploys

Mother Knows Bestest...

Songs, Families, Friends, Updates!

Archu-Leyva Concert

Datinghood Society

88th Song- Just In Case You Forget

Getting ready for more...

Allan's Anatomy Season Three Episode 1

Baby Siopao

89th Song- A Way To Break My Heart

Yesterday night...

90th Song- Don't Revolve

91st Song- Where Were You?

Seriously?

To Cry or Not to Cry

Salutalk!

Ask the iTunes

My Friend Jeah Part II

92d Song- I Was

Change. Procrastination. Focus.

Sunday Updates! :)

Too Fast, I'm Furious!

93rd Song- Understand

How A Blog Can Get Attention- Idiot's Guide to Blogging

94th Song- Couple of People Away

Leftie's Journal Says...

95th Song- Obviously

Wait

Wait Part ii

96, 97, 98, Songs, 100

Happy Birthday LJ! :)

150th Post!

Fell

99th... & 100th Song- Thru Open Doors- Attracted & Distracted

Clean Slate

Motto Mo 'To

101st Song- Keep

Little Adventures

What Ifs. Family. Gossip. Change. Friend's Friend. Celebration

Loyalty & Everything...

102nd Song- Don't Break My Chains

Clothes Over Bros Presents...

Prepped up for Pila (Not really)

Still in Pila, Laguna

From Pila with Love

Song Updates

College Damnation

Less of a man. More of a boy

Out to Pila...

Welcome back... Me!

Putting Life in the center

Know Thyself Part 2

"Faith" & Figures

Revelation. Recognition. Tribulation. Allegation. Connection. Affection. Rendition.

Helping = Happiness = Asking for something

103rd Song- Dignity & Loyalty (4th Album Title)

Still a Dream Fan!

Ignorance- A Haler's Anxiety

Blog Discovering

A Pessimistic Greeting

A Songwriter's Poem to a Songwriter's Poet

Repulsion

Header for September

All Falls Down...

RIsing Up...

MCMC Memories

September is Over!

October-Rest!

Leftie's Extension

Good day, October Threy!

Under Renovation

No...

Allanned!

CLothes Over Bros Men Clothing Launch

A Terrific Season!

Dreams=Rights

104th Song- More Love to Give

Now Showing: Meet the Newest Beatles

105th Song- Zeroed Out

Gossip Girl in the Philippines?!

Previously on Trigger...

200th Post

Three-bulation

Yesterday

106th & 107th Song- Like A Meadow & Fourteen Days

Headers for October

Bad Epiphanies

A Classic School Turmoil

10K. Training. Eastwood.

Meet the Newest Beatles Movie Tour

We move on...

Trigger Season Four Pilot Episode

Rich & Factitiousness

Interview with the First Beatle- Daniel Radcliffe

Interview with the Second Beatle- David Archuleta

Interview with the Thrid Beatle- Allan Leyva

Interview with the Fourth Beatle- Jang Geun-suk

Interview with the Beatle's Manager- Daniel Henney

In One Sembreak

Meet The Newest Beatles Movie Tour in the Philippines

Halloween '08

Header for November!

New!

1-8th Song- A Man I Could've Been

Allan Leyva Live in Manila

A Hell of A Day, A Weekend of A Lifetime

Millionaire-Minded

Clothes Over Bros: The 2008 Summer Collection Fashion Show

C/B Supports MTNB Movie

Clothes Over Bros: The 2008 Collection Fashion Show- A Success!

All About Balance

109th & 110th Song- Accusations & Fade Away

111th Song- Mr. Big Shot

112th Song- Me Against Me

Meet the NEwest Beatles + Clothes Over Bros New Posters

The 2013 Clothing Concierto by Clothes Over Bros

Updates. Achi Tanina. Sleep. Income. Songs.

113th Song- Ignorance

A November to Remember...

15. 17. 18. 20.

Meet the Newest Beatles Soundtrack

114th Song- Two Months

Getting Tough

Sunday Updates 2! :)

Episode 12-8-08- Christmas Party

115th Song- Say There's Forever

Meet The Newest Beatles at the Oscars

Discipline, Discretion & Direction

Signing off, LEFTY'S Owner :)

Discipline, Discretion & Direction

A twelve hour hospital duty is just what I needed to die. lol. Well, technically I had a six hour duty today & the other half is where we made our case presentation in our school. I'm really burned out; it's like I could really collapse at any moment, but of course, the things I have to finish today are keeping me awake... & dang! I know I should get used to this. I'm just concerned about my inadequate sleeping pattern now.

Anyways, it's been a week since I last visited the office. I know... I'm not demotivated or something, there's just no time for me to go there now. I know I could just stay there for two to three hours but I still prioritize my studies so that's that. The best part about this is that I could really make up to it after the case presentation & the first part of our Nursing Research.

Although there's so much things I needed to finish, I feel I still need a little more discipline & direction in my life right now. I mean, I'm not really living by my own rules recently, & I'm not been myself lately. Heck! Even gossips about me changed big time! I'm not affected or anything but I'm just really concerned that even one of classmates are spreading some bad news about me. That's why I realized something, an epiphany, that I should prove them wrong. God has given me a brain so I'd better use it now. Wish me luck on my case presentation & thank you! Again, still got loads of school crap to finish. ;)

God bless & take care everyone!

Signing off, Lan Lan

Meet The Newest Beatles at the Oscars

December 11, 2012- The movie Meet the Newest Beatles, directed by Robert Zemeckis & starred by Daniel Radcliffe, David Archuleta, Allan Leyva, & Jang Geun-suk, was as popular as ever. With only 9 days to go before the international movie release & with the famous four being around the world for the closing tour, MTNB also scored many many nominations for the 85th Academy Awards that will held on Sunday, February 17, 2013 at the Kodak Theatre in Hollywood.

A recent article on E! Magazine stated that Meet the Newest Beatles can actually claim many awards next year, because of the popularity it gained even if it still wasn't being released. MTNB was also one of the movies that received many nominations, next to the movie Titanic & Lord of the Rings.

The movie was nominated for Best Picture, Best Director & Best Original Screenplay for the Productions. It's also the first time two actors are nominated in a title for Best Actor in a Leading Role for a single movie namely Daniel Radcliffe & Allan Leyva. Daniel Henney was nominated for Best Actor in a Supporting Role. The movie was also nominated for Best Art Direction, Best Cinematography, Best Sound Mixing & Best Sound Editing. With the issue of having three songs in a movie for Best Original Song, the movie staff chose Don't Revolve, Change Passenger & Keep as the competing songs originally composed by none other than Allan Leyva himself. They also scored the nomination for Best Costume Design, Best Makeup, & Best Foreign Language Film.

"Those nominations were really a blessing to all of us who worked hard in the movie, & I was so surprised & so happy that we almost got all the nominations for the Academy Awards. Regarding about the Best Actor in a Leading Role, Daniel & I just laughed about it because we didn't expect that the two of us are competing for the title even if we belonged in a single movie. I think if one wins, the other also wins the title." Allan Leyva who won the previous award for Best Actor in a Leading Role in the movie Trifles & Tribulations, said in a statement (Interview from Oprah).

The movie Meet The Newest Beatles! Showing in all theaters worldwide December 20, 2012.

115th Song- Say There's Forever

Say There’s Forever

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

I could’ve been specific

When you say you want my pieces

To get back & push me into my verge

You’re proud in what you’re doing

I’m beginning to believe in

Though I sense that there’s an affair

Going to happen

I waited for nothing

There so much things I’m living

Ever complex, eye-deceiving

That can strike through into my shoes

Live like it’s so over

& you’ll be like my discover

Ancient times written into a book

Say there’s forever

I’m writing a letter

(Chorus)

‘Till you say it’s true

You made me wait, I’m a fool

You think that I’m just a tool

You would’ve been so confused

Since you tell me lies

I’m surpassing your whys

& then you leave me tonight

I’m soaking into my sighs

I’m reeling all the witnesses

Confessing that they are all your victims

In a plot where we could’ve seen

A path which is persistent

In controlling every instance

That’s composing all your caress

Say that you’re sorry

I’m proving you guilty

(Repeat Chorus)

You could say you’re right

& I’m wrong ‘bout my sight

You thought I gave you my life

I’m also ending tonight

It would be so hard

Clinging into your arms

While you’re choosing a wrong

Determination of time

& I’m hoping that

There’s a meaning to what

I’m doing things just to end

Just to insult your defense

It will be a past

That we wouldn’t look back

I’m dying into a point

Where I could sink in my sane

Just tell me now all the things & just go

I’m daring you to come home

I’m bleeding now, you should know

I’d say this once

& I’ll never ever repeat

You should live with your fears

To find the one who could live

To say goodbye

So in the end you’ll know why

How much we suffered & sighed

Into your fakeness & lies

Say there’s forever

Say there’s forever

Episode 12-8-08- Christmas Party

Everyone was ecstatic about the said event that happened yesterday night at 6pm that lasted until 6am, Tuesday. Those twelve hours of my life couldn't been more memorable, & it was a night I will never ever forget. Seriously, the party was so perfect that I couldn't even explain what happened.

Our Christmas party happened in Renaissance Hotel, one of the five star hotels you can find in Makati, & the theme is Hollywood. So almost everyone who went to the party got was dressed like international actors & actresses, one even looked like Audrey Hepburn from Breakfast at Tiffany's which is one of my favorite movies of all time. I kinda got the message late (because I wasn't really planning to go to that party) & missed a chance buying some perfect Hollywood outfit so I used my Senior Prom attire, which actually looked good on me. I just made a lame excuse that I imitated Jang Geun-suk so everybody would stop asking questions about my attire.

I really, really had a wonderful time. Everything went smoothly as I imagined. On top of that I already earned 40,000 pesos in my two months of my work. Many blessings entered my life since I started this business & I'm expecting much much more next year. I hope I could also be one of the top earners in our company... congratulations to my upline John Rupert Mojica for being one of the Fast & the Furious, to my uplines Anne Bacho & RS Pinangat for still reigning the top earners committee, especially to my dad Mark Dapiton (lol), whom didn't even know me. I really hope I could go up to the stage next year for an award & a recognition.

Anyways, I also want to thank everyone who's reading my blog lately. I'm really, really blessed that even though I'm not having enough time updating my blog now because of my business & my studies, I'm still very happy that people are still visiting it. The comments, too, are so touching. :)

Good morning guys & have a wonderful day today.

Signing off, Lucky Leyva ;)

Sunday Updates 2! :)

A blessed Sunday to everyone of us!

This is so new to me; waking up early in the morning without the morning hassle, Dyspnea & skin allergies. It's a great December 7 this year, especially that Christmas is coming near (I can feel the nonexistent snow outside our window pane & its giving me the chills). Although I had many boring, sad... & hibernated Christmases over the past few years, making me an asian grinch, I bet this one's gonna light my season spirits up because there's just so many blessings that came up over the past months especially in October & November. Things happened so fast & so good that I ended up feeling good about myself. I also remembered all the troubles I've went through just to stay miserable, but today, life is just so meaningful that I can't even imagine that I would be so happy. Happiness is cliche & general but, you know, it doesn't even matter now, I'm happy about everything. :_)

The Allan 3.0 just got started, & is now wiser & happier than ever. This year I really did experience the things that I didn't experience in my eighteen years of existence.

This year I gave blogging my life- it served as my life's story & as the name of my blog calls it, it became my public journal & my sole sanctuary away from everything.

This year I also experienced diversity, especially in friends- I really learned how to lend a hand to almost everybody. It's not like I'm saying I'm a good guy (whatever), I'm just saying that I can really be flexible to every people I met, even the people that I personally judged before ended up being one of my closest friends & that feels so good.

In this year I also learned to take some risks- risks that almost break my friendship to someone, risks that gave me a name in my campus, risks that really changed me for the better, I hope. It occurred to me just now that we are meant to be more that we planned, & that those risks we have entered are blessings in disguise, albeit how much it can kill you.

Also this year I learned how to truly love someone. Yep! who would ever think that Allan fell in love. I know it's overly dramatic & corny at the same time but it really happened (http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/160). At the same time I also learned how to say goodbye... but time told me that goodbyes really are fleeting declines, especially that there is something good about goodbyes.... I still don't know yet but I really hope I'd find it out. :)

Before the end of this year & before I turned nineteen years old on January 20, 2009, I really just wanted to thank everything & everyone who became involved in my life, whether for five seconds or for five years... it really doesn't matter. What you've done, whether really small or big, really made a huge impact in my life today. I browsed my blog awhile ago & all the things that I've been through really were a blessing. God must've gave me the benefit of the doubt, because at the end of the day I'm Allan.

In this world I may be just an Allan... but to the people who knows me, I'm their Allan. :)

Special thanks to everyone! That's that. Good morning & have a great Sunday everyone! Hello again to December 7! :)

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Getting Tough

There are days where you can just forget everything & start anew. Life's been pressing you so hard to your limit & you just have to get way for a moment... to be better in the end.

Unfortunately... I'm not that type of person now. ;)

Yep Yep! I've been busy with everything... & if I say everything I mean EVERYTHING! You know, if sleeping is unimportant, I could've been married to my eyebags right now. Although I'm being a little lazy over the past few days, I think I'm getting back on the firey business again, especially that studies are getting tougher & tougher every minute. I actually had to understand all the doctor's order for our case presentation next week & its more than ten pages... talk about murder. & I was down right surprised when I figured that Prelims will be next week already, & I'm still not ready nor prepared for it, but as achi always said to me, I was never a failure... to tell you the truth, no one's a failure. People just pretend they are because they're giving up easily... I mean, look at me... I'm way behind studies, I have NRes to finish, business to fix, & money to save big time! But I ain't complaining, cause I'm still gonna show what's best in me. :)

Updates will be there until time & I met again. *Wink... God bless everyone! Take care always & have a great weekend. Special thanks to all the loyal readers out there. Thank you thank you for all the comments.

Signing off, Lan ;)

114th Song- Two Months

Two Months

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

 

If you say we’d last forever

I knew that this would be

A complete & utter plea to live a little happily

Find me something better

That kills our destiny

It’s more than life that we have dealt

I’m sure it’s been so real

 

You put me in some pedestal where I can’t choose

You gave me love from yesterday which I can’t use

 

(Chorus)

It’s been two months & it’s getting old

I wish that you’ve been told

There’s two months time where you can move on

Thought it’s pretty odd

I’d see that you’ve been stuck too much

To the past that can’t subsist

It’s been two months & I’m so confused

If you still can take the risk

Of living alone

 

If you say we’d be together

This line will end to curve

I’m not someone you can just hire & let me take the serve

Take me somewhere better

Where we can finally go

In separate ways, no one could see

How we could be happy

 

You judge me, said I’m never right because I was too good

You never gave a reason why for you to be so kind

(Repeat Chorus)

 

My heart is pushing me to give my love to you

But it’s so wrong to give my all in exchange for something more

I just want to find someone but it’s never gonna happened to me

Feel my gluttony so you’d be a little free

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

Meet the Newest Beatles Soundtrack

Meet the Newest Beatles stars Daniel Radcliffe, David Archuleta, Allan Leyva & Jang Geun-suk have already released their movie album "Listen to the Newest Beatles" on December 1, 2012. It featured all the songs performed in the movie especially the song "Don't Revolve" that topped #1 on the Billboard chart for two consecutive weeks.

The album consists of the songs Don't Revolve, Change Passenger, Everything is Better Than Before, their newest rendition of the Beatles' Yesterday, Eleanor Rigby, Hey Jude & Fool On A Hill, Just in Case You Forget, Keep, A Man I Could've Been & many many more.

"The album was like the appetizer for our movie, it actually represents the hard work we put unto the movie & to the pieces. I actually am proud that my composition Don't Revolve hit the charts for two weeks now, what more if the movie was released, right?" Allan Leyva who plays Lucky Evo from the movie said in a statement last Friday.


Along with the release of the album, Jang Geun-suk also posted a blog last Saturday stating that the movie will be the first International movie that the Korea will acknowledge because of the issue on racial discrimination. He stated that the movie is the first one to focus on the issues about how Asians are treated in other countries.

Daniel Radcliffe also stated in his last interview on E! that the movie series will have more sequels (& a prequel perhaps) than the Harry Potter series. "How awesome is that?!" he added.

The album is out now for only twelve dollars, & the movie will show on December 20, 2012. For orders visit www.mtnb-movie.com or www.mtnb-album.com. For tickets visit mtnb-movie.com.

Surprise! An advance screening will held at chosen malls all over the world on December 15, 2012, five days before the worldwide screening. Also, there will be another round of MTNB movie tour that will be on January 2013 so let's all cross our fingers if our country is selected as one of the places where the Newest Beatles will perform. Also, visit www.c/b.com to get some tickets on the Clothing Concierto hosted by Clothes Over Bros starring the MTNB stars.

15. 17. 18. 20.

I just got home from the training yesterday night that lasted until morning. It was one of the best training that we have experienced since almost all of my downlines were there to listen & at the same time volunteer in all of the activities that happened. To tell you the truth, I think there was this odd but good moment where you have been waiting for this. As I clearly remember, when we first started working at our office my upline Mojicks & I were the only ones who knew each other; we were invisible to all the people there, so it seems like we rather started completely from scratch. Although there were people whom we knew there that helped us in our work, it's still doesn't make one bit of a difference into how much effort we have put in. I experienced skipping a day without food just to work for the money, heck no one even believed us at first. Then we went through the training in Laguna, & after that everyone that I have invited joined me. From Mafe to Mark, then to Mam Charmzl, to Ryan, Ellen, April, Cathy, Marisse, Daka, Isaac, to Rhalf & then to Art. They were the ones who supported me & joined me in this thing we like to call part-time job, & even though I was thrown with lots of demotivation & bad names, I really don't care anymore because I have the ones who believed me until then... & now, we were all earning money.

So why 15, 17, 18 & 20? Let's just say these sets of number are the remaining days on things that I must put my focus on:

December 15- The deadline of the Puerto Galera experience. I won't share any details but tell you what all my office-mates are surely gonna come! All expenses paid baby!

December 17- Deadline of Chapter 1 of our NRes subject. Bummer T_T

December 18- My mom's birthday! I really am gonna buy something nice for her. It's my turn now to give something back.

December 20- My friend's Eric de los Santos' birthday. One of the closest friends I got. We already went through thick & thin together so no one's gonna tear our friendship apart. :)

Anyways, I am so happy that even though I still don't have enough sleep & I'm so behind my studies right now I still am having the time of my life. It's really awesome that even if you're so stressed, if you love what you're doing, you still are getting better & better everytime. I'm gonna say goodbye for now. God bless & take care everyone! :)

Signing off, December Boy ;)

A November to Remember...

Oh sweet November! How fast the days go by... at one point you're enjoying Holloween then in the blink of an eye you're putting away your costume in the closet again for next year's party. Anyways, I again apologize for not being consistent on updating LJ here. There's just so many things to do & sleep to catch up so I wasn't quite in the mood for typing. Well! The month actually ended with quite many surprises, especially that there are many many unexpected people who joined me in my work who's earning so much more now. It's good to think that these sets of people never failed me to back me up everytime some hearsay try to bring me down. They'r my newest family now & I would protect them with all my life & dignity.... okay that sounds over-reacting but it's true. :)

Cool header for December huh? Because of the fame I acquired from posting some stories about the movie Meet the Newest Beatles, I guess I kinda focused on it. I'm posting all the links here about the said posts. Anyways, it's training day Sunday! Courtesy of my upline Ruper Mojica, Fast & the Furious baby! hehe... Have a wonderful day! God bless & take care always.

Special thanks to all the readers & supporters out there! :)

MTNB LINKS:

http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/474 - Now Showing: Meet The Newest Beatles

http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/509 - MTNB Movie Tour

http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/525 - Interview with the First Beatle- Daniel Radcliffe

http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/528 - Interview with the Second Beatle- David Archuleta

http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/535 - Interview with the Third Beatle- Allan Leyva

http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/540 - Interview with the Fourth Beatle- Jang Geun-suk

http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/546 - Interview with the Beatles' Manager- Daniel Henney

http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/553 - MTNB Movie Tour in the Philippines

http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/651 - Allan Leyva Live in Manila

http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/670 - C/B Support MTNB Movie

http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/702 - MTNB + C/B New Posters

http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/713 - The 2013 Clothing Concierto by Clothes Over Bros

Signing off, Lucky Evo :)