Maladaptive March

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It's been over a month since I last posted something really mundane for you guys to read. The truth is, it's been a stressful February for me up until now, especially that I'm juggling all the school requirements for the upcoming graduation (Yes! I'm finally graduating) that will be happening next month. :)


Anyways, enough complaining. I still have a million things for me to be thankful for; I'm still intact with reality, that's for sure. & I have minimized my time with my ol' laptop ever since we broke our internet box thingy & the fixers haven't been dropping by our house to fix it- a good outcome from a bad incident.

It's a good thing I'm finished with our NCM & almost with our Audit. It's just that I have to find... or create more time for me to study for our upcoming preboards (or mock boards) on Saturday & Sunday. It's actually twenty percent of our Audit grade & it measures whether you're fit to take the July national local examinations so wish me luck on that.

The new header, or should I say, skyscraper for the month of March- March of the Lefty's! I'm kinda going for a cartoon effect on this year's set of skyscrapers. Just reliving my childhood creativity, that's all lol.

Anyhow, I just posted three new songs I made last November (I'm really late with the song updates, huh?) & I should get going now. Still ain't sure if I still have classes on my Asian Civilization (sheesh). It's not really a maladaptive month for me but, who ever said I wasn't maladaptive in the first place? ;)

Maladaptive love to you, Aldrinne :D

200th Song- One With Dreams

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One With Dreams
Allan Aldrinne Leyva
 
(Chorus)
Everybody gets on with their feet
Try to conquer their fears
They will stick to their peers
To be one with their dreams
(Repeat 2x)
 
Baby, I couldn’t really see your point here?
You said you wanna live happily
Maybe you lack the push of life anymore
Anymore, anymore oh
 
In every goal, there’s a problem for you
Every achievement, you should always be true
Life is difficult, but then again it’s your choice
(Repeat Chorus)
 
Baby, sometimes you have to give up something
To balance all the good & the bad
Maybe, try to instigate from your past
From you past
 
In every goal, there will be obstacles
Don’t play with fire, if you ain’t sure of you
Life is difficult, but then again it’s up to you
(It’s up to you)
(Repeat Chorus)
 
If your life is on the line
Change what’s not making you fine
Now be sure if you’re inclined
Never wait for time to fly
(Instrumental)
 
Everybody gets on with their feet
Try to conquer these fears
(Repeat 3x)
Everybody gets on with their feet
Are you one with dreams?
(Repeat Chorus 2x)
 
Are you one with your dreams?

199th Song- Gibbous Moon

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Gibbous Moon
Allan Aldrinne Leyva
 
Please close your eyes
I’ll sing you a lullaby
Take a picture
Of you sleeping on my shoulders
Carry your weight
& everything built in your faith
Our love has bloom
Just like a big gibbous moon
Big gibbous moon
Just like a big gibbous moon
 
After a quarter
Before it goes full
I’ll take you to my home
& we can plan our future
Mystery waits but then again I got my faith
Cause our love has bloom
Just like a big gibbous moon
 
(Chorus)
Forming the love at the wolf’s marked howl
Striving enough to find the sound
Light on my way, Promise to stay
We love to fail & we fail too soon
Cause our love has bloom
Just like a big gibbous moon
 
Bad dreams may fade
But it will come back to lay
All the jokes
& everything scares me to bleed
All the love & all of the hope
But I remain strong
Just like a big gibbous moon
(Repeat Chorus)
 
Open your eyes & see the room
Love’s always there but soon it’s doomed
Trust with me heart, don’t fall apart
We love to fail & we fail to love
Cause our love has bloom
Cause our love has bloom
(Repeat Chorus 2x)

198th Song- The Need To Protect You

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The Need to Protect You
Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Sorry baby, I don’t know
You get so feverish & cold
I shouldn’t noticed from the start
But then I got mesmerized

By the way you talk to me
You always let me worry-free
But still I ain’t so guilty-free
Please don’t you spoil me too much

(Chorus)
You wake me up when everything’s over
I blinked for awhile then you’re better
I promised to love you forever
So please don’t you hide all your fears
The need to protect you is here

I always try to kiss your lips
Thought it’s the sole remedy
Sure enough that I believe
You complain when you feel (bad)

But never did you try to hide
The love that’s always worth a fight
Please instill the thought that I always be by your side
(Repeat Chorus)

Here
Sorry baby, I don’t know
I couldn’t even take control
But then again it’s just too much
When you hide your reasons to me
(Repeat Chorus 2x)

But then again I’m thankful
You’re loving me