126th Song- All the Emptiness

All the Emptiness

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

You said you’re hurt when I have changed

I could ask the same to you, just tell me if it’s true

I let you go without a word

Would I wait for you to say that you need some time & space?

I always lose control to the point that I can’t breathe

It’s not enough to say I love you or that I need you

I have strength that I cannot use

Just one look & I can’t refuse

I still believe in

In what you’re giving

(Chorus)

All the emptiness I’ve felt though I am occupied

This is my defense- my flaws & things that could go wrong

Won’t you believe that I could leave?

I’m now moving on, you’re hurting me more

It’s not a phase that I would face

There was nothing I can do if I’ve felt that I am empty with you

I cry my tears every night

It only shows that I can’t keep all the silence I had seen

He has someone that I can’t have

It’s you whom all the while, beside me but yet so far

I never seek some attention just to see

If you could care about what I am feeling or what I’m reeling

You were dense but I can’t erase

All the memories, they fade

I never question

To what you’re doing

(Repeat Chorus)

I always say that I will try

To ignore the things but then

I’ve always been defining

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

All the emptiness I’ve felt though I am occupied with you