Letter

Dear Allan,

You were better than before, although sometimes you think you weren't. I think it's because you think that what you're doing is wrong. You think it's wrong because they said it's wrong. It isn't. I know you Allan- you weren't that certain about the future but soon you'd clear things out.

You're damned too young to immerse yourself to too much tribulation, even if we need to see reality along the way. It's just not right for you to take all the blame while they take all the credit. It's unfair.

I know you were on the rocks lately, & I do not blame you because you had nothing to do with it. It's not that you're naive like you think you were, but because you juggled many worlds at the same time & in the process you think you might wanna give up, even just one.

In choosing you decision- whatever path you take will never be a mistake. Don't you think it is. You own your life & you have the will to make it through the day, so why think it's a mistake?

They don't understand you too well. They think they know you but they don't you that deep. Just let it out, Allan. Problems are meant to be solved not to be kept around. Just follow what you think is best for you.

Just keep hanging on. Shape in then ship out...

Love, Allan :)