Trigger Season Five Pilot Episode

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Last season on Trigger:

1. Yuan passed all his subjects even though he doesn't deserve it. With the help of his friend, Abel, he explained his reasons why he haven't had any focus on his studies.

2. From friends to enemies, Yuan & Robin Magics had different beliefs that resulted to a conflict. Now, because of him, Yuan was kicked out of school even though it's Robin's fault.

3. Yuan left the town of Del Carmen & started a new life in Gateway City. There he enrolled in a school & is now facing a newer challenge.

4. He got back to the old Yuan McFallon again...

Allan Talks About ALL-ANew & MTNB

June 7, 2014- One of the stars from MTNB just opened his newest clothing line from Clothes Over Bros For Men & he's the spokesperson for the company itself, Platinum Prince Allan Leyva.

"It's (the clothing line) actually been in progress for months now. Some of the tees & pants are my designs, even though I suck at it ha!" Leyva said with a smile on his face, eager to point out the clothes that he designed. "I also like the shirts with my song lyrics all over it. It's like art printed on art."

Presenting ALL-ANew

The clothing line, named "ALL ANew by Allan" will be launching on the eleventh of the same month, same date of  OutdooR- A Concert For Mother Earth (http://allan-leyva.blog.friendster.com/archives/1171) which is a concert for nature-awareness to be benefited by Nature Tech Foundation & Go Green Organization. Every ALL ANew purchase will go to charities as well. "So if you purchase an ALL ANew clothes, you've just involuntarily helped those children in need."

Allan Leyva also talked about the rumors about leaving the popular blockbuster movie Meet The Newest Beatles, where its sequel will hit the theaters this December. An email was sent to E! from Leyva, this is what he said:

Platinum Prince & ALL-ANew

  
"Actually, the story of MTNB is really moving & is not stuck on the same one. We officially finished shooting the movie from different countries all over the world & I think it's gonna be a great hit like the first. About the gossips on me leaving MTNB on the fourth sequel... I actually have no idea about it. I don't even know how the news started. I asked the producers & they said there's not even a story for the fourth sequel yet. I've read a couple of pages on the third sequel & I'm still 100% part of the story. For the fourth installment, I just wish that the rumors aren't true cause MTNB has grown on me already. However, I'm just focus on Trigger lately especially that the fourth season pilot episode will be on the next two weeks. I'm also gearing up for the concert & the launch of my new clothing line next week."

Leyva's close friend & MTN co-star David Archuleta also explained the gossips in his MySpace blog last night.

"The news about MTNB kicking out Allan on the fourth part was just a false rumor, nothing big about it. I read the third script for the movie & I'm pretty sure Allan is still part of the movie until the end. It actually won't be MTNB without him. To the one who spread the rumor, Daniel (Radcliffe), Guen-suk (Jang), Z (Efron) & Rob (Pattinson) & I would like to ask you to stop throwing negative things to Lan (Leyva)."

Zac Efron, one of MTNB co-star, also posted a message from his Twitter. "Allan isn't gonna leave MTNB. Stop spreading lies or we'll beat the crap out of you!"

Wow! One hundred forty characters is really enough to send a message.
 
For more information about the movie MTNB, visit www.mtnbthemovie.com. Visit www.c/b.com/Allan/ALL_ANew for Allan's clothing line & www.outdoor2013.com for the OutdooR concert.

145th Song- What Difference Does It Make

What Difference Does It Make

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

I fell in love with someone you hate before

I fell in love with someone you know

Is bad news & so terrible

Who left me here in the cold alone

Impossible, I know you’re thoughts

Like I said, I know you more

They used to love me

Don’t care anymore

(Chorus)

What difference does it make?

I fell in love with you after some heartbreaks

It’s getting easy day by day with you

I know you love me too

Why care about the past mistakes?

I felt so sure to people who broke my heart

& still you offered yours to mine

It’s like you gave me everything

Feel the beat & let it sting

  

It’s possible for you to haul

Me overnight when there’s nothing more

Nuisance please

I don’t care anymore

(Repeat Chorus)

  

It’s like opening all the doors

A path which gave me all the pain & more

Until I arrived in the cold, dark place

Crying in the constant rain

Then you came by & picked me up for good

Yeah

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

Why care about the past mistakes?

What difference does it make?

Fatherly Figure

I was browsing Lefty's Journal awhile ago & I was a little surprised that I've almost written my daily happenings here. I'm really happy that I could blog (& have the will to blog) my life here because I could actually release all my thoughts & feelings, my songs & stories. Plus I can remember all the events that I have forgotten already & it gives me the feeling of contentment. I can't say I have the ability to blog (well, everyone can blog but...), but I could say I have the typing frenzy albeit my not-so-perfect grammar- I already explained that to you, remember?

Well, happiness didn't really last for quite some time. Before I was enjoying reading some of the posts I have, I came across this post dated December 26, 2008 at 1:34PM- Previously on Trigger... & I can't help bursting into tears when I was reading it. It was when my father called me & said I love you.

Now when I think about it, I'm not really sure if he really meant it when he said that to me. I mean, I didn't even have the chance to spend a lot of time with him when he's here & I hardly knew him other than the fact that he plays the keyboard. I seriously didn't even feel I have a father.

Actually, I've never been angry at him, but I am so furious at what he's done to us. Sometimes I think he's being selfish because he always wanted to have a perfect family, & he didn't find it on us. However, at times I understand him & his situation right now, & all the time I think about the reasons why he had to leave us & not be contented to the family he once had. I don't blame my half-brothers & half-sisters for sharing a father, it's just that sometimes I wonder what they would feel about the situation when they grow up. I don't want them to feel we despised them... but what would they say about us?

Right now I'm just happy my mom found a father who really loves us like we were his own kids. Actually, it's my first time to have two people as your parents & I'm glad to think that my broken family isn't really broken at all.

It's my first time to have a dad whom I could share my ideas & opinions with. It's my first time to have a dad who texts me if I'm doing alright & if I'm having a good time when I'm away. It's my first time to have a dad who worries if I haven't eaten yet. It's my first time to have a dad who drives me to where I'm having my nursing duty. It's my first time to have a dad who picks me up at a bus station or at school after my community immersion. It's my first time to have a dad & I can see my mom looking so happy when he's around. It's my first time to have a dad whom I can really depend on. It's my first time to have a father whom I know will be there when I need him. It's my first time to celebrate Father's Day this year.
 
Father's day will be on the 21st of June 2009 & I just want to greet him an advance Happy Father's Day & to thank him for all the things him have done for my family especially to my mom. I know you hate this kind of stuff Dad- you know, cheezy stuff like this.. when my mom is texting you about how we didn't experience having a father until you came around- but seriously we can't help not saying anything about the things you've done for us & you're good intentions to my family. 
 
Papa, if you're reading this... I'm feeling it's already too late for everything. To my Dad, thank you for loving & accepting us. If you think my family is still broken... guess what, you're the one who put us back together. :)
  

Shaping in, shipping out, Allan :)

Prospectophobia

Sometimes I really try not to imagine myself as a singer, or a doctor, or dancer, or even a Youtube V-logger (Yup, that's right). I think it's because I tend to believe too much to be some sort of this person that I forget what the current Allan I was. In fact, even though I do imaginary careers like that, that's actually related to my biggest fear ever.

If you know me too well you would say my biggest fear would be frogs or lizards or even darkness (I'm kinda conquering that fear by the way), that's not even close to the fear that I already had since I was oriented from reality. I think there's no scientific name for it but it does exist- Future Phobia. It's actually Fear Of The Future Phobia but it's kind of redundant.

Some of you might think it's weird having this kind of phobia. However, I've read some notes about Future Phobia & its target was the teenage group, so I'm not really sure if some of the people I know has this kind of fear.

I pondered to myself when I read about its causes- one of it was failure. I don't know if that was my cause of having phobia, but when I think about it, everytime I fall in certain circumstances I've always been wishing to be someone else, then daydreams follow.

I think I have Prospectophobia

Another was when I joined the networking business & the fear of not having to earn beyond my investment really got me into thinking. Fortunately (or unfortunately), my future phobia was overcome by the future of having a lot of money, but I bet you all know what happened to that, right? I guess all the things that happened to me when I was doing the business really gave a big impact in my life, thus making my fear of the future even more scarier that I'd imagined.

But I know it wasn't just failure or the business, I think I was made that way. Having a lot of ambitions like being famous or rich while growing older & not being able to get those goals sometimes drive me mad. People say I'm still young & I shouldn't be thinking about the future, but when is the right time to start living your dreams?

I see teenage stars & I feel they've reached their goals. I even see Dakota Fanning still starring in movies even if she's not that little anymore. I see a lot of people who didn't even get one fourth of their dreams & end up being sad about it. I see newly graduates who can't even get a job, the worst part is that I even see people who didn't even have the chance to graduate & can't even get any undergraduate jobs. So can you blame me if I have this kind of phobia?

I remember sharing this fear once infront of everybody in my classroom. I know I became serious when our teacher asked us to draw a symbol that we fear the most. I also remember drawing two doors with large hinges that say Future & that the opening was so little nobody can't even enter through those doors. I even shared it with my classmates when my teacher said my name, but it seems everyone isn't that serious about the activity. I even thought no one was listening...

Call me an emotional freak or a sucker for Serotonin, but I even cried almost every night two years ago before I went to sleep. That's why I hate darkness- it's not about what lurks in the dark but it's all about what you reflect when the lights are off. One night I wished to be someone better, rich & famous- I was a little overboard by what I talked about that night to God. I really prayed that I will be changed after I wake up in the morning. Sadly, I still am the same me & that really got me depressed.

I know I lack courage & strength, even the slightest faith to make me believe in myself, but I just need to see some signs, facts & figures to push me in acquiring my dreams. It says that having an unpleasant past (Don't even think about that. It's not what you think it is) & a not so good present is the result of having future phobia, but I had a perfect childhood & a good-enough present (for all I know), so why do I have this disbelief for myself?

Where's this fear coming from anyway?

Shaping in, shipping out, Allan :(

144th Song- Bolt From The Blue

Bolt From The Blue

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

He said too late

She’s with someone better now

I gave my best

To maybe get her somehow

Cause in the book it’s black & white

How in the end you would be mine

I see you coming here for me

But in this fate I’ve found

No effort, will depart

(Chorus)

I know my faith is strong than before

But in this case I didn’t know

What’s right & what’s wrong

I thought that if I fought my way

I would get in your toll

But in reality I’ve felt a turn & a bolt from the blue

  

She said too bad

She knows she’s falling to me

It’s like she gave a red rag to the bull

It’s better if we fall in love

But in this fate I’ve found

No effort, will depart

(Repeat Chorus)

  

(Instrumental)

(Repeat Chorus 3x)

  

A bolt from the blue

It’s over now though I just felt that it’s you

But you did turn to me

Now you just turned away

A bolt from the blue

Hey June

We arrived from La Union at seven o'clock in the morning & I really have this headache that irritated me the whole morning.

I had a little shut-eye for a moment & then started to watch Boys Over Flower up until now. Since I was a fan of Meteor Garden, of course I gave this series a shot. I must say I'm impressed by how much money the production spent for this korean version of F4.
 
Anyways, did you see the new blog header for June? Yeah, for me it's really good. However, I really want to hear your thoughts about it. You can comment on this blog post, drop a message on Mark My Mouth or put your email address on 3M so you could be a subscriber. 
 
About my grammars, I'm really really sorry if I get a little illiterate sometimes. It's just that I tend to type all my ideas that I'm thinking now that I'm forgetting how to construct a good sentence. Nobody's perfect even though we're trying. Well at least, I could still release all the things I wanted you to read. Don't you worry, I'm beating myself up to get a good blog post. Props for me, I guess.

Shaping in, shipping out, Allan :)

La Union Part Two

Desserts with Reesey & Poti :)

  

We woke up at twelve 'clock in the afternoon to have brunch. We had so much fun bonding with Reese's siblings that we slept very late.

 
After brunch, we headed to La Union park to stroll around. We had some quick snacks & then went to St. Jude  Church afterwards for the mass. Father Bobby (I think it was his name) had his last mass over there.
 
After the mass, we had dinner at Jo-anns. Their service isn't that good (you really have to be patient) but their food was one of the best.
 
Reese's family & the three of us bonded after dinner to kill the time. Actually we're heading to the Partas bus station later to go home. So I will really really miss the place plus the family big time! Richard with his crazy antics, Enzo & Emond with their dancing talent, Tina with her cute brat attitude & Poti with his little Spongebob smile.
 
Anyways, I had a great weekend all in all. See you later guys! God bless & take care always.

Shaping in, shipping out, Allan :)

La Union

So after I posted my last blog post about our trip & stuff, we actually headed to my friend Reese's house to pick her up for our La Union trip. We arrived at Partas bus station at twelve o'clock in the morning. To tell you the truth (& I'm not ranting out their services & all), their service really suck. I'm the type of person who doesn't judge anything yet until I hear the whole story, but staying in line for almost an hour & waiting for the bus for three hours really does hit the spot.

We slept at the bus like crazy before we arrived in La Union at around nine o'clock in the morning. We were picked up by Kuya Bagets, Reese's driver/bodyguard & went to her house. There we also met Reese's half-brothers Enzo, Eman, Richard & Poti with her half-sister Tina. Seeing them so close really got me into thinking about my siblings.

Sea Park Beach Resort

We went off to Sea Park to have lunch. The food there is awesome & the beach is so calming. I planned to get a tan there but there we decided to go to Thunderbird Resort to go swimming there instead.

Thunderbird Resort is heaven! It's like we were in Greece. We swam there for hours until I got the skin I desired... well not really. It's so much fun bonding with Reese's family & I'm really happy I went with them.

Thunderbird Resort is Heaven!

We went to church after a quick stop to Reese's house for a mass & to celebrate the Vice Mayor's birthday. It wasn't really a mass when I think about it, it's more like a thank-you concert for the vice mayor- there were choirs, pianists & an opera singer. After the mass we had our dinner beside the church & then we went off to Fiesta.

It really is my first time to go to a casino so I'm kinda surprised how many people there are spending big ones just to get richer. I can't really imagine me spending money for that but I was really fascinated by the slot machines & all that. We had snacks in Vegas, the name of the restaurant inside Fiesta & watched Rico J. Puno, Rey Valera & other big-hit singers as they performed on the stage. I got a cold after that so someone suggested to go home earlier tonight.
 
When we arrived home we played a little Word Factory before we hit the haystack. It really is a fun Saturday for me. Tomorrow we'll be heading to the beach again & will go home later that night. God bless & take care everyone!
  

Shaping in, shipping out, Allan :)

Cab Drivers & La Union

Today was not that productive but I really enjoyed it. Apart from spending the day with my best friends, I also had super fun with my crazy family.
 
You know, I really appreciate even the smallest things in this world. Some cab drivers are really, really nice. On the way home the cab driver talked about the *eherm ongoing sex video scandal issues in the Philippines. We exchanged opinions & ideas about the topic. When I was on the way to my friend's house, the driver talked about his previous passengers & all that. It's just so nice having conversations with complete strangers.

Okay, so we're heading to La Union this evening for a three-day vacation. I hope Mr. Sun won't fade away & to finally have that tan body I'm longing for so long. I had a trim today & it's really nice... for me though. I'll be traveling with my laptop so the only thing I need there is an internet connection. If not, then my posts will be postponed. Anyways, have a great weekend you guys! Drop a comment or two about the things you're doing today cause I really wanna hear your stories.
 
God bless & take care everyone!
 

Shaping in, shipping out, Allan :)