Saturday Night Live!

77 Songs!!! I'm on an emotional-music roll, & though my days are making me a complete mess, I guess every bit of my feelings put in those songs are all worth it, I think it comes with the new hair. :D

Later I'll be posting the songs that I have made. I'm also thinking about my second album haha & it's called Strive & Thrive with new hits. <Smiling>

My days are pushing me down to the lowest point of my life every now & then, because of school & all the things that revolves around them. It's been hard dealing with the ocean waves of my life, especially when you're underneath them, but of course, it's all gonna be good when you reached the shore.

My midterm exams are sooo hard, talk about medieval torture. I really hope I could pass the tests because I really, really worked hard for it... not really, but I pulled up a show in my school so it must be really worth it. I don't know but I feel I shouldn't worry about everything right now... finding peace amidst the storm... maybe tempest is what I'm doing now, before it'll be Monday again, where I have to be a busy, busy bee to pass summer.

Within my circle there are few enough people who entered my life, & I'm so thankful for that. Do I have to state the reason?

Anyways, I think I had enough rest for today... Rest, not sleep. The word 'sleep' doesn't exists in the nurses' dictionary anymore. It's just the way it is.

I'm posting the four recent songs that I composed including the alleged Never Had I, duet with David Archuleta... in the future. David, if you can feel my presence now... lol. Along with Never Had I are This is Your Point, Hurt No More & Bring Me Back to The Happy Days whom my friend Juanton requested. As for me, I'll be downloading youtube videos all night... not really. hehe, I'm going to read in advance in Microbiology... suprised? Yeah! Me too. :)

This is Your Point

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

I get your point that I can be over something just for a night

& I see that your decision from leaving the rendition is just a fake ride from all the lies

Happiness is all I got

Darker it may seem but I’m alright

Just bite me off tonight

You could never really tell

If love is something we both share

Just tell me if you’re ready to bear

All what you have done for the past few years

Every teardrop that fell because of you

You alone had start the game

I’m just the one who finished it

So if this is your point, then it’s alright

Oh!

& now I see that you had put ourselves into your past amends

It’s alright cause I know that you’re making this stories up with you & I

Happiness is what I lost

Not contented anymore

Close your door cause I’ve closed mine now

Now I could always really tell

What happened when you left me there

Just tell me if you’re ready to bear

All what you’ve become for the past few years

Every changes that you’ve always reappear

You alone had fished the lake

I’m just the one who reeled it in

So if this is your point, then it’s alright

Oh!

I never really wanted to continue being cold to you

It’s your idea anyway to break us two & cut us too

You left me with your letters, you expect me to reply the truth

Uncertainty is broken, now I’m always on the place of fools

You love me with your hatred; I become a never part of you

I’m begging then but you refuse, so now I’m always thanking you

Because if you had chosen me to get a little close to you

I’m not sure if I get to breathe with someone that resembles you

Because of what you have done for the past few years

Every teardrop that fell because of you

You alone had start the game

I’m just the one who finished it

So if this is your point, then it’s alright

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Bring Me Back To The Happy Days
Allan Aldrinne Leyva

You never failed me

You always show up everytime

& when I am lonely

You speak of the right words to make me fine

You’re the one who laughed with me

Still the one who cried with me

& I open all my doors

Change will come but you’ll remain

(Chorus)

Would you bring me back (3x)

To the happy days

& when life had pushed us hard

You were there to make it easy

Though sometimes we always fight

I know that it’ll be alright

You’re the one who crossed my lane

& the one who’s with me dancing in the rain

I was made because of you

Now my life would be so sure

(Repeat Chorus)

Would you hold my hand?

& never let me go

Would you bring me back to the happy days?

(Repeat Chorus 3x)

You never failed me

You always show up everytime
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Never Had I

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Ifthe truth came to a point where I will cry

It’s better if we just put things into a lie

& if I can’t have you

Then I’ll choose to be wrong than true

If destiny came to a point where we won’t meet

Then I’ll bow my heads & pray that we would live

Though it’s blasphemy

I still believe that you love me

(Chorus)

Never had I been searching for my strength

& use it for the pain that you have mend

Never had I been falling hard

Never had I been playing numb

Never had I been living with despair

Love is just the hardest thing to do

Tried to tell it’s worth it but I’m always so confused

& now I’m all alone

Hold me now before I go

Life won’t be the same is just so typical

You have seen the future, now I’m holding all for you

You came & you have stayed

But with someone else

(Repeat Chorus)

Never had I been taking all the tests

But in the end, I’ll see that you just played me with the rest

Never had I been looking for

A person who just makes you fall

Never had I been blaming to myself

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

If the truth came to a point where I will cry

It’s better if we just put things into a lie

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Hurt No More

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

It’s been a little bit quiet here

Don’t care if you would like to disappear

Apart from me, they know you’re wrong

A suspect of my heart, you know you don’t belong

If you think I’m right to where you want me to be

& that I’m fooled by your anatomy

Stop, think twice, I’ll be a little nice
I’ll give you some minutes for you to throw the dice

(Chorus)

I never said I’ll be alone

If you go home

All your mistakes I have known

Let you go, hurt no more

Go back not if you’re here to obliterate

I’ll do the things you can’t commemorate

I should’ve known from the start

You came just to break my heart

Like when you hide the things I should’ve shown

I could’ve said that you’re incredible

Lies are what you say to me

I’m wiser now than what you think of me

(Repeat Chorus)

You’re a mess, don’t commence (2x)

Give me back all what I gave (2x)

Don’t you come back cause I moved on (2x)

Ladies tell me if she’s gone

Gentlemen give me one more round

(Repeat 2x)

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

(Repeat Bridge)

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God bless & Good night everyone!


Special thanks to Icey, Cathy, Karren, Mafe & Anj. :D

Signing off, Champ Archuleyva