214th Song- Love You Know

Love You Know

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Twenty one

You always hate the number twenty one

You associate these things to me

& I’ll believe

My mistake

Is that I grew up to someone you hate

You associate your heart to me

So you’ll be free

(Chorus)

If you think it’s me

& the way you see

Ask yourself in what you feel

If you think it’s wrong

& we don’t belong

I can’t guess the love you know

They agree

It’s just you’re scared to what they’ll think of me

I don’t know the love you’re looking for

I’m not enough

   

My mistake

Is that I don’t mean to destroy your faith

It’s not that I don’t have the time to wait

‘Till it’s too late

(Repeat Chorus)

   

If you think I’m bored

Then why you close your door?

Tell me if I’m worth the fall

If you know you’re right

Then you can leave tonight

Just tell me if you don’t love me anymore

  

Twenty one

You always hate the number twenty one

But it seems it’s just the way you feel

That changed you here

(Repeat Chorus)

213th Song- What You've Done

What You’ve Done

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

   

(Chorus)

Look at what you’ve done to me

Don’t be proud in what you’ll see

I’m talking ‘bout this pain I feel

Don’t be alarm for this is real

   

I want to ask

Why it’s not enough

You see, I gave my all

Let myself fall

If it’s too hard for you to feel

I know that you can see

The wrong things you have given me

While I give the things that you need

(Repeat Chorus)

  

For this is real (Repeat 2X)

You really don’t need me here

So it’s enough to set me free

Cause all the pain that you are giving me

It’s enough for me to bleed

(Repeat Chorus)

  

I wish I could go back in time

& undo all the things we left behind

We can just fall in love

But you chose to fall apart

But you chose to fall apart

But you chose to fall apart

(Repeat Chorus 2X)

  

What you’ve done is real

(Repeat 3X)

212th Song- You Wouldn't Know

You Wouldn’t Know

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

   

Everyday there’s a possibility

Of you falling in love with me

Though if I ask you

You would always say ‘maybe’

   

We always say that we should take it slow

& in the process I gave my all

The saddest thing about it was

You grew tried to fall

  

(Chorus)

I just can’t believe

You’ve given up on me

It’s never wrong cause

You wouldn’t know

I can’t help but think

You bid hello to leave

Love’s never wrong cause

You wouldn’t know

  

It’s me & my stupidity

Who’s always there for you to feel

Be loved, be treated like 

Someone with royalty

   

I thought it’s just the way you act

But I feel you’re not coming back

I’ve put up with your endeavors

Still you can’t feel

(Repeat Chorus)

  

(You wouldn’t know)

You’re narrow-minded when it comes to love

I thought we’re happy while we are growing up

I’ve always thought you were the one

But you wouldn’t know

(Instrumental)

(Repeat Chorus 2X)

211th Song- Right

 This song that I wrote has a concept of 'if being wrong is the only way for you to come back, then I don't want to be right.' Well, something like that. It's kinda ironic, cause I'm writing a song entitled 'Right' since I'm a lefty myself (isn't it obvious?) lol.

Okay, just wanna thank those bloggers awhile ago who have been cheering me up from the 'incident' awhile ago. I just took a very long nap & I feel slightly recharged. & to those bloggers who have been encouraging me to sing my song on Youtube, I'm fifty percent reconsidering it now lol. It's a start, right? Thank you everyone! Here's the lyrics of Right! :D

   

Right

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Don’t speak so softly

I can’t hear what you’re trying to say

I see you now shouting

It seems I just can’t understand

  

Maybe I don’t wanna hear it

Maybe I just couldn’t take it so good

I wish my hunch is just a mistake

Cause baby, my feelings, I cannot fake

  

(Chorus)

But you made me realize

That in the end I was right

After some time

You bid your goodbye

But baby, I’ve to deny

All those reasons why

You have to leave me here

I never ever really wanna be right

Please take a moment

You don’t have to see who’s involved in

You’ve knocked on my door now

There’s no going back from me now

Cause maybe I found love, it’s in you

Maybe with you, I’m feeling so good

I know what you want me to do

Call me a fool, but I just can’t undo

(Repeat Chorus)

  

(Instrumental)

Don’t speak so softly

I can’t hear you’re trying to say

It’s better this way

So I can love you even just for one more day

(Repeat Chorus 3X)

  

I never ever really wanna be right

210th Song- Dancing By Myself

Dancing By Myself

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

I’m actually still falling

Cause of that I’m falling apart

Would you believe with little talks,

You captured my heart?

It’s cause you know me so well

If you feel being ‘round me again

You try to use your moves

That always make me insane

Everytime you’re here

You’re crowding up all my space

Until you left these tears on my face

Everytime I move on

You always play our old songs

If I come back, you tell me this is all wrong

(Chorus)

If I can have your power just to walk away

Then you’ll know my feeling ain’t a silly game to play

Altruism always have a limit on you

Dancing by myself is always killing my blues

Dancing by myself is always killing my blues

This is my own way for me to forget you

Never try to underestimate all my moves

Dancing by myself can change me too

All the lights are on me

They want to know if I’m hanging up

Can’t believe you’re calling for a night on the club

Talking into circles

We’re trying to converse

Don’t try to fool me with your lines that you rehearsed

Everytime you’re here

I’m always having these fears

You commit & just throw me out of here

Everytime I move back

You’re always playing forward

& you make me

Do efforts I can’t afford

(Repeat Chorus)

(Instrumental)

Dancing by myself is always killing my blues

My hear is pounding

Eveytime I’m falling for you

I should avoid some troubles

By ignoring you

Dancing by myself will straighten me out soon

Dancing by myself

Dancing by myself

Dancing by myself is killing all my blues

(Repeat 2X)

(Repeat Chorus)

209th Song- For Your Entertainment

Just to be clear to everyone, I've written this song just before I found out that its title was similar to Adam Lambert's single. But in his song, he actually talks about performing & partying stuff. Unlike mine, which is completely about being used, abused, or whatever drama the song has in store. But I really like the way it's sung, so you guys enjoy my 209th song! :)

For Your Entertainment

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

  

Broken hearted stay away

I don’t want to see you today

I’m tired of crying every night

I’m feeling alright

  

Can I ask ‘what did I do?’

We’re falling hard, that’s what I knew

Does this mean your love ain’t true?

Now I’m feeling blue

  

(Chorus)

This is what I get for giving everything

This is what I’m left

From risking it all

I played my part

Exposed my heart

Experimented

I fall apart

This is what I get

For your entertainment

  

Can you stop me from crying hard

Darkness ain’t helping so much

All I need is your voice tonight

Explaining to me

    

Would you please try to explain?

How you made me feel insane

I tried to bring the best of me

Contented, you’re not

(Repeat Chorus)

   

(Instrumental)

(Repeat Chorus)

You took me in

Played with my feelings

Made me your sin

Destroyed everything

Forgot myself

& took care of you

& all I’m asking

Is your love too

For your entertainment

208th Song- Changed All The Rules

Changed All The Rules

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

   

It’s pretty stupid cause I’m still waiting for

A perfect love song

A chance that will somehow make you

Fall in love again

   

But then again it’s time to wake myself up

Accept all the truth

There’s no one around to see me

& tell I was crying for you

  

& if you would feel this too

You’d know how I can’t lose you

You’re promised to come around

I should’ve controlled my heart

But then you changed all the rules

   

It’s pretty funny cause I made myself fall

& put up a wall

I thought our love is what you wanted all along

But then again I should remind myself

That you’re not so sure

If I could just read your mind

I’d bid you goodbye after all

  

But then again if you’d feel this too

This love I have inside I can’t undo

Crying all the time won’t change your mind

I think it’s time for me to fake a smile

Since you changed all the rules

  

It’s impossible, it’s unpredictable

The happy ending ended here

It’s supposed to make us grow

But why do you have to go?

Your love isn’t what I had fought

  

But then again if you’d feel this too

I decided to commit to you

You always say to me that I have changed

You walk away by a sudden rage

I still believe you’d fall again

Still believe I’m more than just a friend

Since you changed all the rules

207th Song- Loving & Everything (15th Album Title)

Loving & Everything

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

  

(Chorus)

Why these tears are coming out? (Repeat 4X)

   

It’s not your fault entirely

Apology ain’t necessary

But just this once I like to hear

Losing me’s one of your fears

  

Love is all I need to feel

Without a hindrance that appears

& it just grows when good come near

But you blame me when it isn’t here

(Repeat Chorus)

   

Ignoring won’t change what I feel

You’re the only one who’s real

Your lies are tempting you to leave me

Will freeing you will make you free?

(Repeat Chorus 2X)

   

Will bad things make you doubt

Your attempts won’t break me now

Don’t make your love fade away

I am begging you to stay

  

(Instrumental)

(Repeat Chorus)

  

I surrender everything

Even my life & all my dreams

Your entity makes my heart beat

Why are you doing this to me?

Why are you doing this to me?

   

Why these tears are coming out?

Don’t just turn a different route

Come take my hand & take my being

Loving you is my everything

205th Song- Thrice the Pain

Thrice the Pain

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

    

I never need some deepest lines

To say what’s going on your mind

But always think of this

Your pain, I can’t resist

   

So I’m working hard to bring you joy

I made you happy like a toy

But what can I do now,

If the cause of your pain is me?

     

(Chorus)

I never intended for myself to break your heart again

Cause everytime you dip into your pain

It always hurts me then

& I couldn’t even smile

Couldn’t ever try to give you strength or hand

If I hurt you

Remember, I’m always hit by thrice the pain again

   

It’s been three months when we became

One in front of everyone

I know that I could bring

The rain amidst the sun

  

I wish you’d say

At least we’re ‘kay

I don’t want our love to dive

Six feet on the ground

All because of me

(Repeat Chorus)

    

Everytime you cry

I’m always saying that I wished I’d die

Everytime you cry

I’m always saying I wished I’d tried

To stay away from you

Just to see you happy again

But I’m a selfish man

You’d probably knew it then

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

204th Song- Love Stays Right Here

Love Stays Right Here

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

  

I couldn’t believe

It’s another year

Some friends leave

& others are here

Emotions were leased

Put out all my tears

Secrets are found

To answer to your doubts

(Instrumental)

Started a life

Follow what’s right

Put up a wall

Started to fall

Problems at peek

Brought down to my knees

Respect was redeemed

Changes appear

(Chorus)

But my love stays right here

Made to fight my fears

Designed to bring me near

To you, I submit

Gained some of my strength

Weakness amends

Promises break

Changed our faith

Decisions are made

Time cannot wait

Impairments of grace

Perfections erased

(Repeat Chorus)

(Instrumental)

I couldn’t believe

It’s another year

You bid your goodbye

I couldn’t ask why

Goals are achieved

Tried harder to live

I still exist

So I’m going to sing

(Repeat Chorus 3X)

My love stays right here

My love stays right here

My love stays right here

My love stays right here

My love still remains unchanged

203rd Song- Runner

Runner

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

   

Memories may fade away

So I am saving all the things that you would say

Cause this time will never stay

So let’s pretend everything remains

Like that day when I first saw your face

Or the time you said your love won’t fade

When we grow up & act like we’re adults

I know our love together has no faults

(Chorus)

Maybe we’ll stay in love forever

Or say the word goodbye

At least it’s worth a try

But honestly, I’m betting on my future

We’ll have to stick together

You’ll always be my runner

You’re always first on the line

Though you don’t know

I’m on your control

& I’m not complaining cause it’s why I’m born

Recently, I wished you’d talked to me

That our love is more than complex but it’s real

You cast away the storm & brought the sun

It’s like I’m living in the dark but now I’m found

Like the waves, you hit me in the heart

I’ll cross the seas to make this feeling won’t stop

(Repeat Chorus)

Can’t predict the future, I’m afraid

Just tell me you’ll be there & that you’ll never fade

But it’s alright when things don’t go my way

Maybe next time I’ll hit the target when I play

(Chorus)

Maybe we’ll stay in love but suffer

The rumors spread like thunder

At least I’m on your side

Lately, I wish this love would linger

Together fire & water

There’s this you’d conquer

I know you’re first on the line

(Instrumental)

(Repeat Chorus)

202nd- Made For You

Made For You

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

  

You’re the only water

To remove this fire

You’re the only sunlight

That surpassed my night

& I can’t believe that

That you have loved me back

Your résumé seems good & I’m eyeing you

  

& in this group of people, there was only me

I’m considered special & the lazy bee

  

Still I can’t believe that

You still love me for that

You’re résumé seems good & I’m eyeing you

  

(Chorus)

Cause you’re the only one who’s fitted for this job

I’m the one who needs control

& amidst these people, you have picked a person

That is mentally unstable

I’m made just for you

I’m made just for you

Made just for you

  

I’m probably the worst fighter

Who can take you down

But you’ll be my buffer

When I have to suffer

Still I can’t believe that

That you have loved me back

You’re the only one who stays when they turn their backs

(Repeat Chorus)

(Instrumental)

I’m made just for you (Repeat 2x)

I’m the wanted criminal

I’m so predictable

I’m the worst type of person

But I’m thankful that you are here

To be my eyes & ears

Can’t you see I’m made for you?

I’m made for you

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

  

I’m made for you

Made for you

201st Song- What About Me

What About Me

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

I get that you’re busy

No need for you to say you’re sorry

Even I can’t control time

I know that you love me

& baby I know that you are worried

So please don’t you vent this out on me

(But)

(Chorus)

What about our plans?

What about your promise?

What about the time?

Am I expecting for nothing?

& what about out love?

What about our story?

What about our faith, our space, our dates?

Why can’t you see?

What about me?

  

I know that I’m needy

You don’t prioritize me

Sometimes I couldn’t take it anymore

I should be demanding

But you always laugh & ignore me

It’s like you do not take me seriously

(So)

(Repeat Chorus)

I know you’re sad that you’re not here

You ain’t beside me

The only reason I’m complaining

Is that you’re enjoying

While I’m not around

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

200th Song- One With Dreams

One With Dreams

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

 

(Chorus)

Everybody gets on with their feet

Try to conquer their fears

They will stick to their peers

To be one with their dreams

(Repeat 2x)

 

Baby, I couldn’t really see your point here?

You said you wanna live happily

Maybe you lack the push of life anymore

Anymore, anymore oh

 

In every goal, there’s a problem for you

Every achievement, you should always be true

Life is difficult, but then again it’s your choice

(Repeat Chorus)

 

Baby, sometimes you have to give up something

To balance all the good & the bad

Maybe, try to instigate from your past

From you past

 

In every goal, there will be obstacles

Don’t play with fire, if you ain’t sure of you

Life is difficult, but then again it’s up to you

(It’s up to you)

(Repeat Chorus)

 

If your life is on the line

Change what’s not making you fine

Now be sure if you’re inclined

Never wait for time to fly

(Instrumental)

 

Everybody gets on with their feet

Try to conquer these fears

(Repeat 3x)

Everybody gets on with their feet

Are you one with dreams?

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

 

Are you one with your dreams?

199th Song- Gibbous Moon

Gibbous Moon

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

 

Please close your eyes

I’ll sing you a lullaby

Take a picture

Of you sleeping on my shoulders

Carry your weight

& everything built in your faith

Our love has bloom

Just like a big gibbous moon

Big gibbous moon

Just like a big gibbous moon

 

After a quarter

Before it goes full

I’ll take you to my home

& we can plan our future

Mystery waits but then again I got my faith

Cause our love has bloom

Just like a big gibbous moon

 

(Chorus)

Forming the love at the wolf’s marked howl

Striving enough to find the sound

Light on my way, Promise to stay

We love to fail & we fail too soon

Cause our love has bloom

Just like a big gibbous moon

 

Bad dreams may fade

But it will come back to lay

All the jokes

& everything scares me to bleed

All the love & all of the hope

But I remain strong

Just like a big gibbous moon

(Repeat Chorus)

 

Open your eyes & see the room

Love’s always there but soon it’s doomed

Trust with me heart, don’t fall apart

We love to fail & we fail to love

Cause our love has bloom

Cause our love has bloom

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

198th Song- The Need To Protect You

The Need to Protect You

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Sorry baby, I don’t know

You get so feverish & cold

I shouldn’t noticed from the start

But then I got mesmerized

By the way you talk to me

You always let me worry-free

But still I ain’t so guilty-free

Please don’t you spoil me too much

(Chorus)

You wake me up when everything’s over

I blinked for awhile then you’re better

I promised to love you forever

So please don’t you hide all your fears

The need to protect you is here

I always try to kiss your lips

Thought it’s the sole remedy

Sure enough that I believe

You complain when you feel (bad)

But never did you try to hide

The love that’s always worth a fight

Please instill the thought that I always be by your side

(Repeat Chorus)

Here

Sorry baby, I don’t know

I couldn’t even take control

But then again it’s just too much

When you hide your reasons to me

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

But then again I’m thankful

You’re loving me

197th Song- Two

Two

Allan Aldrinne Leyva
    

Two twenty two

Fighting against the storm

Running beyond

Two million people’s virtue
  

It’s two twenty two

I’m falling for you

& I can’t believe you do too

Life isn’t kind & I can’t be fine

When I can’t be by your side

  
(Chorus)

Now I always demand

Your attention span

You make me your man

When I play my tunes

You sing all my blues

& now I feel you

As if I am two

& I feel you too

I’m falling for you

(It’s like I am two)
  

Two twenty two

Twenty two minutes past two

It’s two once again

& you can make better amends
  

It’s like every morning

You sing me my song &

I’m always distracted by you

You bring me the sun &

Erase all the warnings

& now I can feel all the warmth

(Repeat Chorus)
  

Two twenty two

I’m falling for you

You sing me my blues

Two twenty two

& I can feel you

When I play my tunes

(Instrumental)
  

Two can be once

Two hearts are beating as one

Life is a place

Where we & our love can exist

Two is the name

& our love is great

Two people now can be one

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

196th Song- Everyday I Fall For You

Everyday I Fall For You

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Everyday I fall for you

Listen baby
You always leave me restless
Broken hearted
You always have the advantage

So now before you go
I’ll close the doors
& try to let you know

(Chorus)
Everyday, it’s all the same
You kiss my lips
& play a game
Still, it’s all so new to me
Everyday, I go insane
You give me chills
I can’t resist
& everyday I fall for you

Conditions are unfair
We keep this thing like an affair
But then who needs ‘em?
As long as I got you in here

So please, please
Don’t you go
I’m here alone
Don’t want it anymore
(Repeat Chorus)

& I keep on falling in love
Keep on falling in love
Keep on falling in love
Keep on falling in love
Listen, baby
I can survive the world with you
(Repeat Chorus 2x)

195th Song- Go On

Go On

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Go on, anticipate the day I’ll walk away

Go on, tell me ‘gain why I’ll leave you someday

& everytime I think about

All the lines you’re speaking out

I told you, I will love you so

You don’t believe me anymore

(Chorus)

Go on

& now you tell me I have changed

Go on

It’s as if your efforts are that great

Go on, go on, go on

Come on, why you question if I’m satisfied?

Come on, why’d I have to coexist with lies?

& all the time I feel the signs

It’s like I couldn’t cross this line

& enter in your world before

Don’t you love me anymore?

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

You’re always asking

Was this the right thing?

Then if I ask you

You’d change the topic

You’re always acting

Like I don’t notice

Are you committed?

Cause I’m not quitting

(Repeat Chorus 3x)

Anticipate the day I’ll walk away

Tell me ‘gain the reasons I won’t stay

194th Song- Don't Know You Anymore

Don’t Know You Anymore

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Are you falling in love out of pity?

Are you falling in love just because you want me?

But you don’t need me & you can’t see me

So now are you happy, happily hurting me?

Your love was the only excuse, for me to trust you

& if I ask you about your world, you get so confused

I only want to know you

This is about our failure

So now are you doubting?

Doubtingly loving me?

(Chorus)

& it’s so easy, it’s so easy

For you to make up through the storm

& am I worthy? Am I worthy?

To see the old person in you

& now we’re crying

It’s like I don’t you anymore

It’s like I don’t you anymore

You always negate, negate all my worries

Do you ever know why I love you so badly?

& I just wanna know you

& everything ‘bout you

So please don’t ignore me, ignorantly loving me

(Repeat Chorus)

It’s like I don’t know you anymore

(Instrumental)

(Repeat Chorus)

It’s like I don’t know you anymore