Revelation. Recognition. Tribulation. Allegation. Connection. Affection. Rendition.

...Then there was an Allan who have seen the world through his own eyes fortificated from reality. They all deceived him from day one to the last dawn where he have found the things behind the fake ones. It's all clear now; the secrets being exposed from the two compartments; behind the clothes; behind the smiles; behind the rumors; & behind the face. As he approaches confusion, change & anger, the stories that have been told were drenched into miseries- with his intuitive mind he realized that, even when the world is revolving in an opposite direction, he became dumbfounded from the driving & growing lies bestowed upon him. However suprised, the ones who did not mean any harm, who just kept a secret because of dignity, Allan did not opposed. After all, he just made a mark to knowing the people around him, & that's recognition coming from him.

From his footsteps another person rose with great bravery whom Allan feared; this fear is not the one where an enemy is bigger & stronger than the hero, but the fear where a friend is worried about what he can do being involved from something. The sad thing is that his friend do not care from the consequences he has to face. Allan was also afraid of the fact that behind someone's character, there was another person whom everyone is the victim. He has no idea how to stop this person, but he was convinced that after the threats will be exposed, no one will be harmed again. He should've known that it is difficult to treat a wound; it would take days for something to heal. Hence the allegation to fade away.

Connection's been established with a couple of chosen words. Although affection comes from the heart or from the mouth, the truth always shows when it comes to the following meetings. Allan has to put the test in the form of waiting, because when that time comes he meets this person again, then he would prove it by a simple statement of greetings. It's either affection or a pretend one. Obscure connection is what he thinks about him & his friend's misunderstandings. There are words used for greetings, but there were ones that can break the heart. Trifles can always make a way to be major.

To know oneself, Allan must engraved his thoughts into thinking. To know himself, he must engraved his thoughts into unconscious actions. Like a clock ticking somewhere in a dark room, he must find it with his own will to check the time, whether it's still early... or sadly, late.

There were revelations.

There were recognitions.

A couple of tribulations.

Some allegations.

There were established & altered connections.

There were also different affections.

Lastly, there were failed renditions.

Then there was an Allan who have seen the world through his own eyes fortificated from reality.

& then there was an Allan who wrote it off his mind.

For days he left himself & never returned.

God bless & take care everyone.

Signing off, Allan, Author