A Dream Diver's Delight

"What's so different in the month of July?"

Well, for some of us there's nothing really special about this month. It's just that it's so overwhelming that we're turning another page in our 'Life Britannica' for another round of good & bad moments courtesy of Life Entertainment TV of course. Seriously though, my July's never really were memorable to me, but it's just a way I celebrate for nothing once in awhile. We must be appreciative in life, hence throwing either personal or public trifled celebrations is surely a start.

Things must've been still new to us, considering that Change Airlines are really bringing us somewhere fast. However, the idea of nature changing us so quick is just a folly because of the fact that we're not really that platonic in life or in time. We just keep moving on 'till we never realize that (soon) we'll be working 24/7 & we'll have no time to enjoy life the way we should. Pretty soon(er) we'll be the players of our own game, being independent & all, & that costs a lot of responsibility & hell yeah, a lot of our time. Still, at the end of the day, I wish we still know the reason why we're doing all this & if we're happy to things happening around us. Sigh, we lack so much in time we don't even notice it.

Since it's just my conjecture, I really just wish everything will turn out alright... not just in the month of July, not just this year... but in a lifetime. Being happy while being at the right direction is all we'd wish for, & I know & I pray that it'll make us better & contented.

We're all persona grata in life, we just have to make the most out of it. How? You ask yourself. :)

Special thanks to Icey, Karren, Cathy, Mafe, Anj, Jeah, Charlyn & the rest of the readers who really do suprised me just by saying "I'm reading your blog." Trust me, the line last longer in my head than you'd ever imagine. God bless & good morNight! :)

Signing off, Dream Diver :D

Bye Bye June 2008 :)

There are many directions set for all of us, & once we've chosen what we think is the best, then we have to say goodbye to the old ones we got.

We're not really putting all the past behind us, it's a matter of moving on to another step, especially that we have yet entered another set of challenges for all of us. Now that some of us took a bigger responsibility in this life, being a decent person is fit for the arrangements.... & no, you don't have to change hairstyles :)

Now that it's gonna be July anytime soon, (& the start of the A.I. Summer Tour) we must be pretty ready for a big tsunami wave of physiological & psychological problems & everything that go into them. Here's a little tidbit for all of us- we're gonna grow up anytime soon, so if we can, let's be happy to the obstacles we will enter. We're not gonna be young forever, & even in our age there's so many problems we are handling, so why not be cheerful in the middle of the tribulation? Why not do both?

It's not about how good we should be, it's all about making mistakes to be good... but don't push it. :)

Special thanks to Icey, Karren, Cathy, Mafe, Anj, Jeah & Charlyn :)

God bless & good night to everyone!

Signing off, Archuleyva <smirks>

Thrive & Strive Album Tour

Comments & Suggestions:

bnbep-                 Who's gonna watch? I do!!! I kinda missed his Faith & Fate album tour so I'm gonna make it up in his second album. :)


Sly_misses Ipi-     Oh yeah! Been waiting for this. I wish Archie would be there. I love there duet song... Never had I been searching for my strength... lalala :)


xml_jto-             I heard a news about Allan having problems with his voice? I think his larynx must have been overused.

thru_thicks_n_thins-     The news is a fake. He said he's always resting his voice whenever he can, so no need to worry guys. I'm so excited about the tour! Last album tour he went down on the stage & I held his hands... I wish I could do it again! :D

Allan_Addict-  Thank God for this. His album tour is just what I needed for the day. Good luck on the album tour Lan! He must've been very sleepless & tired considering he's doing all the photoshoots, the sequel to his movie, Trigger third season & his new mtv shooting.


never_had_I-   I wanna listen to his Never Had I with David Archuleta. I think he's coming too so he could also promote his album. :)


archuleyva-    No wonder he looks stressed & tired in his interviews, he's always doing the heavy work. I love the new album especially the artworks!


lover_soul_01-   I wish I could have some time to watch his album tour. How many concerts will he performed in this tour again & what places?

jeff_honda_ninety-     New Jersey, Arizona, New York... I think there will be nine concerts all in all. Visit www.allanleyvaofficial.com & you'll find what you're looking for.

Shine_on_me-    I wish the Allan-Hilary love team would be one of their segments. They look so good together in Trigger. I'm so excited for the tour!!! :)

Someone's Watching Over Me

They say a couple of beers could take away all your problems, & five straights of tequila can totally erase those worry warts. Unfortunately... fortunately, I'm not those people.

Abstaining from any alcohol or other bad habits never was a problem to me, but abstaining from any problems to any aspects of life, that I could really use... if it was existing. The thing is, having problems is a way of life, being a teachable moment for all of us so that we could get wiser in the future. Drowning in a lot of it, however, is a different story. I get what these problems say to me, & I honestly make the right decisions in life because of these problems, but sheesh, do we have to go for the same punishments again & again? Can we like, experience all the burden now so I could get a decent enough life after it? Hmm.. probably not.

Quit with the whining!

I just thank God that with all those problems around, having someone's hand can really boost me up throughout the day. Just thinking about someone really does care for you means a lot to a person like me, call me low, but I prefer abstract wishes than material ones. :)

From my Anatomy, I just know that all the things I try to finish comes with these temporary 'obstructions' just to spice up the moments, even though in my case, it's really too painful in the taste buds... but what the heck, I love spicy foods.

Congratulations to our batch who just proved that we are worthy to be what we're trying to be. Just two more years & those hard-hitting hospitals would beg for us to work for them. Just two more years & we can now enter another phase of life, regrdless of the age I wish hehe. Get ready Cardinal, because we batch 2010 will give you a lot of problems... that are already solved. :)

Twice the pain, twice the hardwork, twice the knowledge, twice the reward.

Special thaks to Icey, Karren, Cathy, Mafe, Anj, Jeah & Charlyn. :)

Signing off, Allan Aldrinne Leyva, RSN (Registered Student Nurse)

I need help...

I don't wanna be a hypocrite anymore. It's clear that will all those happening to me, I really am desperate to talk to someone about it. I need to find answers & solutions.

Today is our Pinning ceremony in AFP Theater, but I don't think I wanna do it anymore. I rather fix what's happening to my family. Let's just say I'm in the middle of a war... & I don't even know how to stop it. I don't know who to talk to anymore. I can't help but cry yesterday night in the shower cause I'm so freakin' stressed out about my mom. Believe me, she's great & all but dang! She really knows how to emotionally hurt you. I know she loves me but I'm not feeling that support every mother should give to her child. I think she's not going to my pinning ceremony... I don't know.

I can't pretend to feel alright today & can't really describe the feeling that I'm having right now. I don't know what to do. It kills me to see that the only people I value so much, are the ones who are fighting.

Remnants of Typhoon Fengshen

Everyday we live quite a wonderful & meaningful life. It's obvious that we are so focused on the way we do to live & to be contented. What if you die in a couple of seconds without finishing your amends?

The thing about us is that we are so concerned only to ourselves & to our families & friends that we never really pay attention to the people who are suffering now because of the tragedies of life. Yes, we watch the news about people killing people or accidents & yes, we are also suprised by the stories we see & heard from it... but in a couple of seconds, you continue living our life & forget what we've watched.

When you are in your house having a good time eating or sleeping or something, there were people from Sibuyan Sea who were trapped in the Princess of the Stars ferry, unable to breathe, panicking, & worrying about the things that they'll leave unfinished. It's a disaster that alarmed the whole world, because out of 800 passengers, four dozens of survivors live to tell the story about the torturous waves in the middle of the storm. Just thinking about the other 752 passengers who did not survive the tragedy, it's such a devastating news that we would never forget. Just imagine being trapped upside down in the boat, the water level was reaching at you & you have no idea how to escape. It just kills my heart.

While we were having the time of our lives, we have no idea that the government need almost 8 billion dollars to provide the casualties of the typhoon Fengshen food & shelter for three months. Just for one moment, let's just be silent & say a prayer to the victims of the typhoon to have enough food & shelter, & rest in peace to those who did not make it. Let's be one at this disaster & expect a better day tomorrow.

Don't let the sun go down on... us everyone.

Signing off, LAN

Getting Ready for New Episodes

Okay, so I didn't really have te best one-day vacation since we had to go to Camp Aguinaldo & practice our Capping/Pinning ceremony on Saturday. Yep! I'm pretty stressed out but I rather go to school & have a wonderful time. I've been kinda sick because of my colds lately but I'm feeling much better now. All I need is a little macaroni soup... & a little Archie & Cookie songs. :) Anyways, a 40-point Pharmacology test would be perfect for me getting better... sheesh! A shout out to all the readers out there... & yeah, I really have nothing to share. :D

Special thanks to Icey, Karren, Cathy, Mafe, Anj, Jeah & Charlyn :)

Signing off, LAN

85th Song- You're Out Of My League

I just finished this song a couple of minutes ago & it sounded great. It's a little high in the keys but I think singers like us can manage a little challenge... don't cha think? :)

You’re Out Of My League
Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Two feet you’re walking into me
Your eyes are looking, I didn’t have to see
I don’t what’s your intention
I do know there is a catch
So I’d better go keep hidden
‘Till I’ll sense that I’m attached

(Chorus)
I get what you mean
You’re out of my league
So it’s better if we just put things into the past
& never come to understand
You’re out of my league

I’m getting out from my mistakes
Like loving you, I’m just a victim of this race
& it’s good if we just turn it down
A little cry is what we need tonight
& I’d never be a part of you
I don’t think it’s true if just choose
(Repeat Chorus)

Never give me something
That will change all my perspectives
Never even hope for
A miracle that they would understand
They would understand
(Repeat Chorus 2x)

& it’s better if we never say a word ‘bout love
& hide from your judgmental world
Yes it’s better if we just say hi & fake a smile
& show them what we’re really not
& it’s better if we hope that things will around
& move on with our changing lives
You’re out of my league

I have a feeling...

Sometimes we have to stop & look closely to the things that we need to check to reassure that everything's alright. Unfortunately, people are moving with their lives so fast that they can't seem to have a moment to see things clearly. For instance, have you ever tried to ask what he or she is feeling?

Don't be fooled by fake face masks. You know, people are very good in hiding their feelings to each other. The way I see it, people usually try to be their own knight in shining armor & save themselves rather than be saved from these dillemas that they're having. It's kinda sad that they usually pretend that they're okay when they're obviously not. You know, a break up never intends to make people happy, & trust me, a relationship that had stayed through thick & thin long enough to prove that it's all worth it in the end usually make people not sad, not angry... but devastated when things suddenly went wrong. It's never been easy to all of us, & it pretty damn sucks when you just can't do anything but believe in these people who have been hurt & still find a reason to be completely happy like nothing happened. I'm not saying being happy is a bad thing, I'm just saying that when you are hurt so bad, you can't expect to be fully recovered overnight. It's just so sad that sometimes we can't do anything about it, because we're afraid to alter the person's feeling. So what you see isn't really what you get.

Sucks being bad pretenders... you can't blame them actually. They just can't help it... & we can't do anything about it.

DAMN if you do, DAMN if you don't.

-Lan 12:09AM

People Like You - 80something Song!

Look who's been a wild-card visitor in LJ... my cute little Char2x. Charlyn, thank you for all the support you're giving me but I'm afraid you have to be 18 years old & at least 5 foot tall to buy a charity ticket. lol. Just kidding Char!

Sigh, good people do suprise you in weird & alternative ways. It's such a good thing I'm always in touch with these sets of friends that I proudly have for a lifetime. You see, good friends may come & go... but great friends, may come & will never let you go. That's a simple thought we should always bear in our minds...

Okay, enough with the cheesy parts, let's just go down to business... Guess what? I have made 85? 86? songs that I'll be posting here. I've not really been keeping track of my compositions lately because all was just so random. I'll write a song then I'm not gonna finish it & will write another one, then I'll be repeating it again until I have no idea where to finish. But since I've finished one of the eight songs I'm writing, I guess it's time to update everyone here so I could maybe empty out that music kidney of mine... okay, that's a disgusting thought... but you get the point. Anyways, here's People Like You. :)

People Like You

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Here’s a famous tip to the people out there

You know they don’t care

& when they do

It’s really not that difficult to explain

That people need the same, so with their excuse

Changes we are going through are always ruining our attitude

& I have to say to heck with the fuse

Curiosity always backing off the scene

But what do you choose

You can always buy a booze

(Chorus)

Life in suffering, with all those beautiful offerings

Like hunger, strikes & alibis

Your best friend died & you don’t know why

Wish I had a clue to stop these murdering tools

A world of guns & a world of fools

A little change of attitude will never hurt people like you

Sarcasm’s what you get & don’t you bet

You’re here to fret

Amazing how the world revolves controlled by a simple rule

Get what you have to get

Don’t you care for them

Enough with a sudden excuse

Shame on me & shame on you

They say you’re shoes are kinda uncool

(Repeat Chorus)

Simple mathematics

Automatic minus people like you

Gather up with all your troops

Cause it’s gonna be pretty damn good

Battles everywhere

Change is what you bear

A simple help is not that complicated

Overrated, just provide it

(Repeat Chorus 3x)

A little change of attitude will never bring bad luck to the people like you

Okay everyone! I hope ya'll had a good evening & take plenty of rests while you can cause you're gonna need it for school... do I have to explain why? :D Avoid being sick too. I have a cold today & it's been a major pain in the *ss that it's not going away. Dang it! Hope you had a great day tomorrow... & probably grow a little centimeters... Love you Char haha!

God bless & take care everyone! :P

Special thanks to Icey, Karren, Cathy, Mafe, Anj, Jeah & Charlyn! ;)

Signing off, Chuleyvs :)