Wait Part ii

"New things may come overnight. Imagine discovering everyday, & you can have the world & be happily contented at the end in no time." -Allan Aldrinne Leyva, inspired

Tick, tock, tick, tock. It's like a bomb ready to explode. I know the timing's gonna be great & I am going to be ready at the time the stage is waiting for me to show up & share my life, my cognition & my experiences through the bestest thing that somehow bonds us altogether, music.

Life cannot get any better with suprises. There are many bad things that can ruin almost everyone of us, but the greatest part about falling everytime & experiencing the pain is that when you get yourself out from the deepest trench of the ocean floor, it's such a relief how you see the shore with a positive outlook of life... & that's good because no one's changing your optimistic outlook of life. As it is, there a lot of pessimism existing in this world, but a few couple of optimism can withstand them.

Like a jolt of electricity or the world's revolution around the sun, dealing with problems just became easier & faster for all of us. All we have to do is close our eyes, act good as always, & hope for the better. A little drop of magic... & poof, you're already there. Just breathe... & WAIT.

Good evening to everyone of us. God bless & take care :)

Special thanks to Icey, Cathy, Karren, Mafe, Anj, Jeah, & Charlyn :)

Signing off, _ L L _ N--- All you need to do is fill in the blanks :)

Wait

We all are dream chasers & clock stoppers; we tend to move life so fast that when the day is over, we don't usually inculcate the things we just did, rather, we just hope for the best of tomorrow's work. We move life so fast that we just look back through life when we're already old. No offense.... but isn't it pretty tiring being dream chasers even though the length of time to reach your goals is pretty much the same when you're just being laid back ones?

All I wanted to say is that we all just had to slow down a little bit. Nature will takes its course eventually & all what we've done will pay off, & so while chasing your dreams, it's just right if we try to appreciate what we've done for today. I mean, all things have to wait, so it's best if we just calm down & be patient to what life has to offer. Whether it be love, career, money, family, or whatever that comes into your mind, it'll be nice if we just wait for them to come. Remember, they don't wait for me, I wait for them... I know it didn't come out nor sound right, but you get my point. We just have to take those sedatives & be contented for awhile. we have to... WAIT.

Good mor-night everyone! God bless & take care :)

Special thanks to Icey, Cathy, Karren, Mafe, Anj, Jeah & Charlyn. :)

Signing off, Allan Tatum (Step up!)

95th Song- Obviously

Guys, I'm really really sorry for not being able to update my blog. I'm having such a stressful week in my studies. My duty is from 2 in the afternoon up to 10 in the evening. I went to school awhile ago at past 12 so I didn't really got enough rest. Actually, I was gonna post this song I made on Monday but it turns out I really have no time to lose. It's called Obvously & is one of the most heart-felt songs I've ever written. I really put both my music cognition & my emotion-experience here. I'm also working on this song entitled Then There Was You. I'll post it if I'm finish doing it.

*Breathes* Not so long ago I assisted on my 2nd delivery so I wasn't really that nervous. Even though the things that get out in the patient's "you know what" made me noxious, at the end of the day I was thankful enough to have had another case.

Obviously

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Another day has risen from this place

I’ve never had a reason to give myself a space

Too many things have broken down

& you chose to run

I thought you’re gonna go back

I’ve waited for a start

Now you’re gone, I’m bounded by my fears

I missed a chance to let you wipe my tears

There’s just a little part of me that stays

No matter how I move on, I can’t forget your face

It doesn’t even matter now

I have to face the truth

Sometimes it doesn’t bother me

I’m living with the pain

I’m wiser now, I’ve chosen love to wait

I’m saying now, please come back today

(Chorus)

It’s obviously the reason why you go away

You’re making my life incomplete with your mistakes

& I know it’s over now

But I hope you’ll come around

I’m always in between reality & dream

I’ve always thought you’re coming back

It’s just impossible; I thought you gave your heart

Are you living in the dark like me?

(Instrumental)

(Chorus)

It’s obviously the reason why you go away

I came to a conclusion that you’re never true anyway

& I know it’s over now

& I hope you remember our vows

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

It’s obviously the reason why you found someone better

Anyways, I still hope I'm going to receive your feedback people. God bless & good night to everyone. :)

Signing off, iLan

Lefty's Journal Says...

"You've been reading, but you're not droppin'... What's up with that?"  -Leftie's Journal

A little reply is what a blog needs... so I'm begging you to drop a comment or two for me to prove my blog is not really all about writing. It's going to be so much appreciated by yours truly. :D

94th Song- Couple of People Away

8am. 8pm. 8th day. 8th month. 2008.

Although... 6 more to go & I'm ready to bind my 100 songs. I can already smell the cardboard... (?) You might guess I'm writing so much sad sentimental songs so let's go back to upbeat feel good songs alrighty? :)

888 is more than just Olympics in Beijing... it's all about faith to a new kind of fate... it's all about living in the sunshine. :)

Couple of People Away

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

(Uh-oh)

I inculcated all the things we need to find

For the moment’s gone & the right time comes

To go away, live life

I tried to realized the usual human signs

If I’d say these words or these sets of dirt

It’s never really gonna change fast anyway

(Chorus)

It’s never really gonna change fast anyway

All I’m saying you’re a couple of people away

We never really understood the things we need to say

Regardless of the point we should’ve tried to compensate

& when the rhythm of my heart is gonna shout your name

I’m ready for the rollercoaster ride, for short I’ll wait

Cause if I go away, you’ll be afraid but you’ll be safe

Just remember we’re a couple of people away

(Uh-oh)

There are things we need to be aware today

Just forget the rules, we can bend those fools

& go away, be sober now

We never really hit the shots in those music bars

But it’s better if we try those things

So we somehow can finally meet

(Repeat Chorus)

Like I’d said, let’s enjoy for now

& be prepared to meet our future harmonic relationship

(Uh-oh)

(Instrumental)

(Repeat Chorus 2x)

I guess it’s time for me to hit the highway

Cause we are just a couple of people away

How A Blog Can Get Attention- Idiot's Guide to Blogging

It's hard to be serious... it's no fun being frivolous either.

In this modern century we're dealing with today, it's kinda practical to have a blog on your own... yep! It entirely benefits the trees (& I guess the electricity power & internet connection companies or computer shops), plus comments, suggestions & reactions can get to you fast, whether it's negative or not. You can also save it when you want to reconsider publishing it, or just edit it for typos. The world can read what you're thinking, or what you've been doing lately. It's also one of the fastest way to become known... well, it's really entirely upto them. However, having a blog can ease your emotions or curiousity by exposing your thoughts to the entire web community. One thing though that crosses my mind every now & then is, what can you put to your blog to gain the people's attention.

A post is a post.

First of all, we have blogs because we want to be known. Maybe because we have voices that wanted to be heard & people just really don't want to listen, we put it into typing for the bored readers to kill some time.

The most popular thing to post these days is all about politics. Yes! We're not that easy to be dragged around by the government, & come on, it's the newest showbiz in town. Bloggers tend to unite when it comes to this topic, especially when a dirty job gets exposed & we are just salivating to speak our minds about it. What can we do? We have lips to speak or seal. We also have money being passed around to be handled by these government men & all they had to do is to sit on their desk, intelligently answer the people's questions, & wait for their paychecks to come, but somehow they really can't do it. Rallying is way centuries ago, so how about politics in the blogging business, right?

The second most popular thing to post today, with exception to normal people like us, is reiterating the day of a celebrity. Would you rather read what a normal person that you didn't even know did today, or what a celebrity 'that you still didn't even know' does for today? I bet you would go for the latter. The thing is, a blog can be known when you're already known & famous... or unknown (An alien who blogs for instance). Even if celebrity life isn't all that, let's just say that a person will undergo the 'couch potato' phase in a lifetime. If a smart blogger who has sense in his words is compared to a not-so-smart celebrity blogger who talks about the newest fashion trends in Milan, then we can say that all of us... are stupid as well. No offense.

The next best topic to post in your blog is... sports... okay, I'm just playing. I think it's also best if we post something humourously funny (even if the word humuorously does or does not exist)... wait that's a category... Okay! (Slaps cheeks) It's best if we blog about Q's & A's. Although you didn't really see that coming, blog communication is the community's urges today. This is where you'd really receive tons of answers from know-it-alls like me. Everybody thinks they're wise, & we can't stop sharing what we know to the whole world. So you'd really expect a damn good-enough reply from typical love problems to not-so-typical educational questions... don't worry, you can skip that science & technology category.

There are a lot of few more that can really hit the bookstore shelves... or maybe the internet library, but I guess I'm just boring you guys so I'd skipped to the not-so-gaining-attention-much blog topics.

The most worst thing you can put in a blog is a day in the life of yourself, especially without any typographical errors. You heard me right! WITHOUT ANY TYPOGRAPHICAL ERRORS... why? A blog is not gonna be that entertaining without something to be criticized, rigth? & I'm sure anyone out there loves to read a person's stupid wise words than a witty joke. I guess people love a stupid crack jack company, rather than a wise witty one.

A POST ARE A POST.

You see! It gains more attention! So blogging is also intended for dumb jerks out there... go ahead! But do try to copy & paste your content before posting it... people can't know stupid things because of a stupid thing that you've done... like blogging without an internet connection... that's a tip coming from a stupid person like me. Trust me!

One of the most boring topics a blogger can post is all about the newest movies to come, newest songs to sing, newest fashion trends which you can't even buy but you post it anyway & other new stuff people already know about way before you put it in a sentence.

A POST ARE A POST.

It gets you everytime,does it?

Still think you got what it takes to be a blogger? If I were you, click the nearest logout you can see. If you're brave enough to post what you want the world to see but the world wouldn't see it anyway, then go ahead, become like the rest of us. Make sure you thank those readers who visit you & comment on your post every now & then. Again, no offense to Icey, Karren, Cathy, Mafe, Anj, Jeah & Charlyn. That's the truth about blogging, you'd never really know when to be heard.

93rd Song- Understand

To those haters & nonbelievers...

Understand

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

I came from a dark place without someone to hold

So you’ll know, I’m all alone

I’m lost in my way

& things are going wrong

So you’d see I’d never be

You really just got to understand me

You really just got to understand me

You’d came along & made everything so right

Without you I’ll be out of sight

& when you walk away

I’ll start to be afraid

If loving you is so unsure

(Chorus)

You really just got to understand me

You really just got to understand me

& when this world is bringing out the worst in me

I’ll make you try & see

I’m telling this so deep

You really got to understand me

You’d know if I’ve been confused with all the pain

I’m dealing now, please just believe

She pulled the trigger; I’m lying on the floor

I’ll tell you now, Can’t hear the sounds

(Repeat Chorus)

(Instrumental)

You really just got to understand me

(Repeat Chorus)

I’d give you faith if you would just comply

You could’ve been just stepping on my side

I’m pleading you right now (Just tell me)

Let me please succumb (& show me)

I’d give you proof if you would just believe me

You really got to understand me

(Repeat Chorus)

Too Fast, I'm Furious!

People should be a little cautious about keeping their secrets, because when others found out, then you had to do something about it... or better, stop it.

Let me revise it again...

She should be a little cautious about keeping her secret, because when I found out, she has to do something about it... or better, stop it.

Again...

He should be a little cautious about keeping his secret, because when I found out, he has to do something about it... or better, stop it.

Let me revise it again one last time...

They should be a litte cautious of what they did in an event where they locked themselves up & God knows what they could've done, because I found it out & I'm just a couple of conscience away to tell her boyfriend, & they both have to do something about it... & they better stop it...

Come on, people. I'm challenging you to a game of reading between & beyond the lines. Geez! I'm so angry when I heard the whole story about the 'girl has a boyfriend, girl met boy, girl knocked up by boy, boyfriend doesn't know' because I've been friends with her boyfriend & I can't let this thing pass away. I don't wanna see my friend being toyed around with this woman. Dang! I'm also friends with this girl because I've always seen her as an angel... & now she changed it because of what she's done. I don't want to intrude their drama but I can't help being concerned about it.

& isn't Bizzare Love Triangle so centuries ago?

Sunday Updates! :)

Everybody has something to hide; secrets made to be uncovered, dreams made to happen, promises made to be broken, & a different path made to be taken.

Then there was things you completely buried in the past. It's not because we need to, but we just move on with our lives. Trust me, there's nothing wrong in swimming... my sport. :)

Yeah, it's a very emotional start for a post, but when I was in Ultra awhile ago for my little sister's swimming lesson, dang! I kinda miss all the fun I had when I was training in swimming back then. I miss being a swimmer, even though it's only for one summer, & I didn't really compete at all, you really can't help but feel nostalgic. I feel that it's something I need to do on a Sunday morning just to start my week. I love being with water, especially with chlorine. haha. Oh I just miss the days going to Ateneo & just swim all day. My coach's such a good teacher, & I feel that I need to get back to my sport for my circulation. I need a stress-free life so that's what I'm doing.

Tomorrow, I'm going to have my duty at Comembo Lying-In. It's gonna be a different place for all of us, but eventually we need to be in another place to learn. Goodbye Cardinal, I'm gonna miss those babies so much.... & the commute! Cardinal's just meters away from my house. Grrr... it's time again for me to wake up early to figure out what path I should take for me to get there. Good luck to me... sigh.

I'm also gonna make my 93rd song tonight. There's a tune going all over my head & it's time to take it all out. With that, I'm also gonna start my project in NCM101 to be submitted in Friday. Yep! I'm trying not to procrastinate again! It brings me so much worries so yey for me! :)

I'm so much occupied today I can't even remember all the things In needed to do, but it's good to have a little serenity in my mind. Sleep's also good. After my little sister's training in Ultra & brunch in Tiendesitas, I had a good rest all day. I woke up & watched My Bestfriend's Girlfriend. Yeah, it's not in my system to watch tagalog cliche movie, but I should appreciate our own local movies once in a while, right? Plus, I'm always watching international movies recently & I needed something to, you know, make it neutral. It doesn't make sense, but... yeah, it still doesn't make sense. lol

To those OTH fans, I already finished Season 4 & I'll start watching Season 5. I'm so excited! haha, though I always hear it's not good anymore, but what the heck? I'm an over-appreciative person... huh?

Anyways, it's good to have a good Sunday. I miss spending time with my family, plus I hate being a bum in home. Have a good evening everyone! God bless & take care! I hoped you had a good day too :)

Signing off, Ey!

Change. Procrastinaton. Focus

When I first started this blog, I always kinda talked about the only thing that is constant in this world- change, whether good or bad. You know what, it made me so sick of talking about it I closed the topic for good... not actually, I may have typed it through time & time, but let's just say that change happens all the time & I don't wanna be an ass complaining about it. Though seriously it always gets in my last nerve, because everything always turn out from bad to worse. I always looked on the white part of the paper rather than on the black dot, but I'm just not getting the point lately. I've been waiting for something to turn so good even just once in my life, but none is really making my day a little bit better. I love to complain, but can you blame me?

Another thing I recently am talking about lately- procrastination. I know I'm a little bit focus on my studies today, but it's not really giving me enough credit. It's not just enough, actually. I'm not getting any good grades either. Dang! I wish I could tell my professors to back up one at a time. I'm not in the right position to complain, because trust me, they know I have to be ready for this nursing course, but what about a little break just to boost our energy? Sheesh!

Anyways, there are things I need to straigthen up right now. I shouldn't really have to be tresspassing in anyone's life right now so I could somehow help them, but trust me, I really can't help but care even to these people whom I just say hi to them once in a while. They could be the ones who didn't really help me in times of my storm, or the ones who just laughs when I say something funny, but caring is in my system... I know everybody does, so I need to get back at the Allan I used to know who's being there for everyone rather than being there for himself. Studies are my priority, but I never said families & friends are important to me. After all, they're the ones who made me to what I am from the start.

Anyhow, I really got to say good evening to everyone. God bless & take care. Still need to focus... the third thing I'm always talking about. Special thanks to Icey, Cathy, Karren, Mafe, Anj, Jeah & Charlyn :)

Signing off, David Archuleyva :)