129th Song- If That Man Was Me

This song maybe the oldest composition that I've ever written but failed to finish, because of the word time machine. I don't know why but I just remembered it today & figured to finish it once & for all.

If That Man Was Me

Allan Aldrinne Leyva

What a life I had

Dreaming of something stupid no one ever had

Why is it had to be?

Suffering while people are enjoying their lives

I’m never in between

& I know I’m never gonna see a time machine

To go back through the years

& make time stand still

(Chorus)

What’s a man gonna do

When someone knows that I am

Not what they see, not what need?

What’s a man gonna say if no one won’t listen

What’s a man gonna do

If that man was me?

What a fool I’ve been

Seeming I’d be finishing but in the end, I quit

& now I’m continuing

This never ending torture, it’s a life I’ve never dreamed

I’m never in between

& I know I’m scared to lose myself, so I lost everything

& now it’s over now

How can I turn around?

(Repeat Chorus)

I have a life I had

No one would take it away

It’s not the same because I feigned

& I’m so confused

In choosing my reality

I don’t know anymore

(Repeat Chorus 2x)