Light. Life. Lefty's.

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It's already April & I haven't been in the cyber space lately. I seriously have to make up to you guys whom I have abandoned for almost three months now, specifically since the start of this year. Anyways, the fourth month has just arrived & boy do I have a lot to talk about.

To start off, I wanna apologize to everyone for being M.I.A. in the blogging business. It's just that we're still having problems with the connection thingy & my family are starting to plan on changing the internet- whatever works, I guess. I've also decided to surf the net less than before & focus on my old & new activities like writing & playing the guitar (which is challenging, by the way). It's pretty awesome when you know you had a productive day before you sleep, it sucks though cause I still have my insomnia to deal with.

March was unbelievably great; it was actually those days where I get to finish my requirements for school just before graduation that made this month excellent. Even though I lost some healthy weight because of the exhausting errands I'm dealing with (like my transcript or records, my PRC cases, etc.), having to complete them & fighting those delays are worth it. Plus I know I'm going to add more weight soon lol. I also spent some time with old friends namely Weegy, Juanton, Paks Mark, & Shirl, & had a lot of crazy moments with my AU friends.

The end of March & the start of April was also something I am proud to brag about, cause I completely renewed my faith to God in my first 'Alay Lakad' from my house to Antipolo. Thanks to my old friends, we enjoyed stopping by every station until we reached the Antipolo church. Then we had dinner & a lot of midnight snacks in going back. It was extremely exhausting, but I was reminded of the sacrifices our loving Jesus Christ did just for us. & so I figured to continue the Holy Week.

I'm not a Catholic, but I don't really stick to one religion as well. I'm fond of being a born again Christian, but I like to think I am part of all the religions that only have my God to worship for. I don't discriminate other churches just because their traditions is different from what I usually experience, & I really appreciate the fact that I'm welcome in every house of God.

It was an Altruistic April for me; having to experience 'Alay Lakad', 'Siete Palabras', Black Saturday Mass (I'm not really sure about what they call it, but it was something like lighting of the fire & water...), & Salubong, it made me realize just how much I have to change myself & be more mature while growing in the presence of God. Completing the Holy Week was a rewarding experience for me.

Congratulations to my batchmates because we have graduated (by the way lol). We had our clinical graduation on the 5th of April in Manila Hotel & it was really a momentous & joyful moment for all of us. I never expected to finish my BSN this year, especially when I think about those times when I really wanted to stop because of the hindrances & bleak hope I was having back then. But now, I found myself walking with my Aunt Jane, just before my little brother had escorted my mom in the red carpet of the vicinity. We were both there, singing our graduation song, cheering & applausing on the clinical instructors & teachers who have shaped me up & encouraged me to study during my stay in Arellano, & at the same time on the medalists who really deserved to go up the stage & redeem their rightful places. I actually was late to realize that another chapter of my life was finished & I'm starting over another again.

Anyways, congratulations to all the graduates out there. You guys deserved my cyber bow, applause, cheers & hugs. There was never really an ending to life, but there will always be sweet colossal beginnings. More new songs (I promise) & new stories up ahead! God bless & take care everyone!

Starting on another journey... Aldrinne Leyva, BSN :)

Maladaptive March

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It's been over a month since I last posted something really mundane for you guys to read. The truth is, it's been a stressful February for me up until now, especially that I'm juggling all the school requirements for the upcoming graduation (Yes! I'm finally graduating) that will be happening next month. :)


Anyways, enough complaining. I still have a million things for me to be thankful for; I'm still intact with reality, that's for sure. & I have minimized my time with my ol' laptop ever since we broke our internet box thingy & the fixers haven't been dropping by our house to fix it- a good outcome from a bad incident.

It's a good thing I'm finished with our NCM & almost with our Audit. It's just that I have to find... or create more time for me to study for our upcoming preboards (or mock boards) on Saturday & Sunday. It's actually twenty percent of our Audit grade & it measures whether you're fit to take the July national local examinations so wish me luck on that.

The new header, or should I say, skyscraper for the month of March- March of the Lefty's! I'm kinda going for a cartoon effect on this year's set of skyscrapers. Just reliving my childhood creativity, that's all lol.

Anyhow, I just posted three new songs I made last November (I'm really late with the song updates, huh?) & I should get going now. Still ain't sure if I still have classes on my Asian Civilization (sheesh). It's not really a maladaptive month for me but, who ever said I wasn't maladaptive in the first place? ;)

Maladaptive love to you, Aldrinne :D

200th Song- One With Dreams

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One With Dreams
Allan Aldrinne Leyva
 
(Chorus)
Everybody gets on with their feet
Try to conquer their fears
They will stick to their peers
To be one with their dreams
(Repeat 2x)
 
Baby, I couldn’t really see your point here?
You said you wanna live happily
Maybe you lack the push of life anymore
Anymore, anymore oh
 
In every goal, there’s a problem for you
Every achievement, you should always be true
Life is difficult, but then again it’s your choice
(Repeat Chorus)
 
Baby, sometimes you have to give up something
To balance all the good & the bad
Maybe, try to instigate from your past
From you past
 
In every goal, there will be obstacles
Don’t play with fire, if you ain’t sure of you
Life is difficult, but then again it’s up to you
(It’s up to you)
(Repeat Chorus)
 
If your life is on the line
Change what’s not making you fine
Now be sure if you’re inclined
Never wait for time to fly
(Instrumental)
 
Everybody gets on with their feet
Try to conquer these fears
(Repeat 3x)
Everybody gets on with their feet
Are you one with dreams?
(Repeat Chorus 2x)
 
Are you one with your dreams?

199th Song- Gibbous Moon

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Gibbous Moon
Allan Aldrinne Leyva
 
Please close your eyes
I’ll sing you a lullaby
Take a picture
Of you sleeping on my shoulders
Carry your weight
& everything built in your faith
Our love has bloom
Just like a big gibbous moon
Big gibbous moon
Just like a big gibbous moon
 
After a quarter
Before it goes full
I’ll take you to my home
& we can plan our future
Mystery waits but then again I got my faith
Cause our love has bloom
Just like a big gibbous moon
 
(Chorus)
Forming the love at the wolf’s marked howl
Striving enough to find the sound
Light on my way, Promise to stay
We love to fail & we fail too soon
Cause our love has bloom
Just like a big gibbous moon
 
Bad dreams may fade
But it will come back to lay
All the jokes
& everything scares me to bleed
All the love & all of the hope
But I remain strong
Just like a big gibbous moon
(Repeat Chorus)
 
Open your eyes & see the room
Love’s always there but soon it’s doomed
Trust with me heart, don’t fall apart
We love to fail & we fail to love
Cause our love has bloom
Cause our love has bloom
(Repeat Chorus 2x)

198th Song- The Need To Protect You

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The Need to Protect You
Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Sorry baby, I don’t know
You get so feverish & cold
I shouldn’t noticed from the start
But then I got mesmerized

By the way you talk to me
You always let me worry-free
But still I ain’t so guilty-free
Please don’t you spoil me too much

(Chorus)
You wake me up when everything’s over
I blinked for awhile then you’re better
I promised to love you forever
So please don’t you hide all your fears
The need to protect you is here

I always try to kiss your lips
Thought it’s the sole remedy
Sure enough that I believe
You complain when you feel (bad)

But never did you try to hide
The love that’s always worth a fight
Please instill the thought that I always be by your side
(Repeat Chorus)

Here
Sorry baby, I don’t know
I couldn’t even take control
But then again it’s just too much
When you hide your reasons to me
(Repeat Chorus 2x)

But then again I’m thankful
You’re loving me

Can't Surf?

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Neither can I. I'm going to get fixed... I mean, going to get this fixed lol. I promise I'll be back! :)

Hitting the waves soon, Aldrinne :D

197th Song- Two

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Two
Allan Aldrinne Leyva
    
Two twenty two
Fighting against the storm
Running beyond
Two million people’s virtue
  
It’s two twenty two
I’m falling for you
& I can’t believe you do too
Life isn’t kind & I can’t be fine
When I can’t be by your side
  
(Chorus)
Now I always demand
Your attention span
You make me your man
When I play my tunes
You sing all my blues
& now I feel you
As if I am two
& I feel you too
I’m falling for you
(It’s like I am two)
  
Two twenty two
Twenty two minutes past two
It’s two once again
& you can make better amends
  
It’s like every morning
You sing me my song &
I’m always distracted by you
You bring me the sun &
Erase all the warnings
& now I can feel all the warmth
(Repeat Chorus)
  
Two twenty two
I’m falling for you
You sing me my blues
Two twenty two
& I can feel you
When I play my tunes
(Instrumental)
  
Two can be once
Two hearts are beating as one
Life is a place
Where we & our love can exist
Two is the name
& our love is great
Two people now can be one
(Repeat Chorus 2x)

196th Song- Everyday I Fall For You

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Everyday I Fall For You
Allan Aldrinne Leyva

Everyday I fall for you

Listen baby
You always leave me restless
Broken hearted
You always have the advantage

So now before you go
I’ll close the doors
& try to let you know

(Chorus)
Everyday, it’s all the same
You kiss my lips
& play a game
Still, it’s all so new to me
Everyday, I go insane
You give me chills
I can’t resist
& everyday I fall for you

Conditions are unfair
We keep this thing like an affair
But then who needs ‘em?
As long as I got you in here

So please, please
Don’t you go
I’m here alone
Don’t want it anymore
(Repeat Chorus)

& I keep on falling in love
Keep on falling in love
Keep on falling in love
Keep on falling in love
Listen, baby
I can survive the world with you
(Repeat Chorus 2x)

Mitchy Mitch

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This two photos were taken before the 'networking' incident arrived. Mitch Martinez, with her sexy body, has been destined to become my teacher other than my friend; this girl taught me one of the greatest lessons to become successful in life-  the value of money. Yes, for almost one & a half year she has inspired me to persevere & work 'legally' for money. To sum it all up, Mitch is an incredible woman with a big heart (not physically) & with a special purpose in life.

Thank you Mitchy, Aldrinne :D

No-Mad

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Experience truly is the best teacher. Once you get to decide on doing something, whether good or bad, intentionally or the opposite, it is you're right to learn from it. It's your responsibility, however, to inculcate & make it right.

Humans aren't much used to perfection even when they do think they are. It's not their fault though, because life exists the way it should be to make the world go round. Perfection, though, is more likely associated with mistakes; Mistakes play a major role in to developing our character, which singles out a person from anyone.

Mistakes, however, should permanently abode in the person's cognition. When it wronged you before, you know you're less likely to do it again, & that makes you a wiser person.

When you tend to do it over & over again... & what you're doing is affecting the people who love you other than yourself, then it's just like you're running away from your responsibilities to be better.

Getting angry at the wrong time, at the wrong place, at the wrong person with words that stabs someone's heart is the best experience I had, in a bad way. Even when you did learn something from it, doing it again & again won't bring you good.  Nevertheless, I will try to change.

No to Mad, Aldrinne